Panic because you're a monster
From Create Your Own Story
You freak out and run, holding in a shout of fear, back to the bedside table, where you slam your hand down against the red button mentioned earlier. The wood around the button cracks from the force with which you struck the button. A scientist with scruffy brown hair runs into the room moments later.
"Are you alright? What's wrong?" The man asks frantically. You point to your glowing red eye in response. "Oh, that? THat's totally normal for a survivor of the procedure. Don't worry, don't worry. There's nothing wrong." He continues to attempt to console you, coming over to you and patting your back gently. "I suppose I should explain what's going on, shouldn't I?"
The man began to explain to you what you are. You are an All-Purpose Synthetone, a mutant soldier with the powers of multiple different types of Synthetone. As he talks the memory of going into the surgery lab returns to you. You remember the lift taking you down to the Catacomb Lab. You remember the whitewashed walls with small flecks of blood and viscera her and there. You recall the metal chair, limbs splayed out. You recall the room it was in, the room splattered with blood stains that could never come out. You recall the fear welling up inside of you as they put you under. They told you it was laughing gas, but you couldn't even crack a smile in that moment of utter terror. You suddenly snapped back to reality just as the doctor asked you which one you were.
"I've already met with Miera... so you must be..."