Lunar Shadow Project Wiki:Cibryll's confession
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| + | I refer to the period of time I've used the sockpuppets as the '''Aeonian Night'''. Why? It made sense, given there were "Eternals" and whatnot... honestly, it gets confusing at some point, haha. | ||
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| + | I feel terribly guilty over the whole thing, now that I've '''''finally''''' begun to accept myself for what I am... royally messed-up in the head, probably! :P | ||
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| + | What I've done, I can understand is very unforgiveable. So, I can understand if you guys and gals either need time to process this, ''or'' if you'd rather want absolutely nothing more to do with me. There is only '''one''' thing I seek... it's atoning, or redeeming myself... how, I'm not sure, but I'll try! | ||
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| + | One thing remains to be said: I'm truly sorry. | ||
=== Why the self-loathing? === | === Why the self-loathing? === | ||
Revision as of 21:27, 7 June 2021
If you were looking for the Lunar Tierce member, try Lunar Tierce/Cibryll instead.
Note that this page is protected, and is written in the first-person by Cibryll.
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The confession
The truth
So, I've created like 70 sockpuppets. "Why?" Simply put... I couldn't accept myself for who I was, loathing myself so much that I tried to be something I wasn't... I created the first puppet, "Shane", in February 2012. Based in part on somebody I've only heard about, and in part on my cousin... though my first run-in with the real one was in 2021. After telling him, he was surprisingly not upset...
The very things I loathed about myself bled through to the sockpuppet, however, and so, I've made more... but from August 2020, thanks to some friends, I'm done with the puppets. I first revealed this truth at the Xyrinfe Shadow Project Forums, founded in January 2015 under the "Kim Tyranto" sockpuppet (based slightly on RKS). Then, to my three girlfriends and my twin sister. So far, they've all forgiven me...
What's the Aeonian Night?
I refer to the period of time I've used the sockpuppets as the Aeonian Night. Why? It made sense, given there were "Eternals" and whatnot... honestly, it gets confusing at some point, haha.
I feel terribly guilty over the whole thing, now that I've finally begun to accept myself for what I am... royally messed-up in the head, probably! :P
What I've done, I can understand is very unforgiveable. So, I can understand if you guys and gals either need time to process this, or if you'd rather want absolutely nothing more to do with me. There is only one thing I seek... it's atoning, or redeeming myself... how, I'm not sure, but I'll try!
One thing remains to be said: I'm truly sorry.
Why the self-loathing?
Sockpuppets
Trivia
Yeah, not happenin'. Why? It's trivial. :p
