Alex's Notes

From Betweenlines

08/08/08
"Still a little tired. Damn.
Will not be tempted. Damn him, too.
Get shampoo, new washcloth (ick), notebook paper.
Absolutely sick of "internet-centred paradigms". Dr. Harnoff can go fuck a goat, really.
Go see "Dark Knight" with Amy? Supposed to be good.
Still haven't heard from Jade? Maybe hiding (from what? just me?)"

08/17/08
"Why? That's twice I fell for something I should've noticed out of hand.
-No. Can't do that; I was hoping. That was why.
Why do I want this? Other than the obvious. I've never done something so stupid out of desire yet before.
I can't just avoid him when I won't let myself. Plan B. What the hell is Plan B?
So Jade is worried about me. Or something. I wonder if she meant what she said?
Find out girl at club's name. If I were going to go straight it'd be
Well that wouldn't work either. Maybe find out her name, too- I'm curious.
It feels vaguely like something is unraveling. Please let me not be going crazy.
It feels oddly nice"