BL Discussion
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[20:03] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": hey Tear
[20:03] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": oh nothing really
[20:03] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": just checking up on you
[20:03] Break: Ah.
[20:03] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": so.....
[20:03] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": you left :(
[20:03] Break: Yeah.
[20:04] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": can you tell me why?
[20:04] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": I only logged on to see you leave >.>
[20:04] Break: Because BL had turned into an absolute joke.
[20:04] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": how so?
[20:06] Break: It had turned into one large contest, where we were judged by the worth of our equipment and our levels. It was like you were worth more as a human being if you had more rares and levels.
[20:07] Break: This was projected on to me, and I was given flak about it. Quite frankly, I don't need people to criticize how I play the game, or MY equipment and levels.
[20:07] Break: 'lol tear, you're still level 130?'
[20:07] Break: 'lol tear, your EDK is that low?'
[20:07] Break: 'lol tear, you're still using daylight scar?'
[20:07] Break: 'lol tear, you haven't found 35260973406736 SJSes yet?"
[20:07] Break: I was incredibly sick of it.
[20:07] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": who was doing that?
[20:07] Break: So I chose to leave the problem behind.
[20:08] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": ic
[20:08] Break: They'll remain unnamed.
[20:08] Break: I could no longer depend on my team to carry out its function - to make things fun for all involved, and to make hunting easier.
[20:09] Break: I felt fairly lonely in BL to begin with, so being on my own isn't going to be much different - I simply won't have to deal with that crap anymore. -_-
[20:09] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": :(
[20:09] Break: ....so how's the team now?
[20:10] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": well I haven't been on that much lately since I have had homework >.>
[20:10] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": but everyone feels bad about you leaving
[20:10] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": Especially Melty
[20:10] Break: Then do you guys want me back that badly?
[20:11] Break: If so....you'll have to convince me.
[20:11] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": she feels guilty because she thinks that because she traded for the SJS you left because that was "your wep"
[20:11] Break: I talked to her about that.
[20:11] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": ah
[20:11] Break: We sorted it out.
[20:11] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": did that turn out alright?
[20:12] Break: Yeah....as okay as apologizing for leaving the team can be.
[20:12] Break: I'm not sure if I'll ever have the resolve to go back. I just doubt that things will change.
[20:13] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": :/
[20:13] Break: But if you want me to go back to BL, you are most welcome to convince me.
[20:14] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": yea
[20:14] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": well personally I'd like you to come back
[20:14] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": but I can't speak for the whole team's opinion and how they'll change so...... [20:14] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": =/
[20:14] Break: This isn't about the team's opinion. It's about simply yours. Why should I go back?
[20:15] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": why does it depend on my opinion?
[20:15] Break: I'm not saying it did.
[20:15] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": k
[20:15] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": well
[20:15] Break: I'm merely asking, in your opinion, why?
[20:17] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": because your the one that started the team BL. It just doesn't feel right for you not to be there. Things get awkward. But besides that, we're all your friends, we all help you out in the ways we can and both support eachother in the triumphs that we achieve.
[20:18] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": The way we treat eachother is practically as family members almost, this bond wouldn't have been there if you hadn't formed BL with Josh. Otherwise we wouldn't have gotten to know eachother so well. So imo, I think your kinda that center link that got us all together, without it things are awkward :/
[20:19] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": (I'm not actually sure if my rambling made sense...) [20:19] Break: I just can't help but wonder if that's true anymore, though.
[20:19] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": but we all help eachother in our hunts? [20:20] Break: I've found that I've been hard pressed to make decent conversation, much less organize a hunt.
[20:20] Break: Regardless of my former leader status, I did feel very left out.
[20:20] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": :(
[20:20] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": I'm sorry
[20:21] Break: ....I'll think about it.
[20:21] Break: We'll see if the team cares enough to want me back there.
[20:21] Break: I leave this in their hands.
[20:21] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": Well please keep in touch with me, your still my important friend
[20:22] Break: Never said I would ignore the members.
[20:22] Break: I'll still be available.
[20:22] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": ok
[20:22] Break: But I'm just left to see what they think.
[20:23] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": yea
[20:23] Break: I won't know - I can't know.
[20:23] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": I was afriad you might pull a Herro >.>
[20:23] Break: So someone has to tell me.
[20:23] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": completely hate all of BL
[20:24] Break: I'm not that spontaneous. My leaving had been planned for a while. -_-
[20:24] Schneider-X "The problem with our winning strategy is that we might actually win": oh...
[20:24] Break: But yes. I still leave this in the teams hands.
[20:24] Break: If they don't want me back, then so be it.
[20:24] Break: IF they do....we'll see.
