You really need to hit the showers
From Create Your Own Story
You and Jackson disrobe, and you can't help but look at his body. I mean damn- you should've went to the football camp with him. His abs are so defined...and muscular. And it was at this moment like lighting to a tree that you knew Jackson was more than a best friend. In all honesty this was not a new feeling. You grew jealous whenever he was around Sierra and depressed when he went away for camp. It was feelings you assumed was just a result of excessive attachment. I mean you and Jackson are basically brothers. But you could never deny the nights where in complete darkness he came to your mind. The thought of him laying besides you in bed- chest to chest holding hands, smelling his hair, and listening him breath... Coming to the realization you love Jackson is actually comforting. Sure, a more romantic epiphany would be you two in the forest, skipping rocks or some dumb shit; and in that pure moment of bliss you turn to him... ready to press his lips to you... You feel something in the moment and it’s not the steam. It's solace. But, your heart seems to disagree as it’s beating out of your chest. You feel the impulse, the love… and the lust. I mean, the rest of the team is still training so right now it’s just you two…
