| - | Ithrow myself into the thousands of miles, and then ,in a strange city become destitute and homeless ;I was in the sea of life ,then ,in the rhythm in swim ;I put himself in the heart ,then ,in his broken life that alone ;I put my heavy drunk in the lonely in the text ,and then ,in the original deceive oneself and others indulge in self-admiration ,lonely since mercy ;my own soaring in the blue dream, then ,in the awakening of life in high forward ,bang the drum for sb .<br>.. ... ( a ) a lonely life ,my life .One is the river of years washed too dim and dark ,time must be reduced to fragments of my autumn debris ,often stands in a relaxed and no trace time corner, quietly listening to spend time in the past ,the temples have been into the autumn frost rings alone ,debris .<br>Stepping on the floor and leaves ,I went to the city of all corners of the world ,looking at the lonely streets began wasting of the Indus tree, hear the wind swaying was sobbing clearance ring branches ,see the setting sun in the walls of the moss and pull long silent shadow ,Abercrombie Chemiser,more anxious ,anxious people .<br>Redundant redundant shadow, the corner within the fine life completely wrapped up ;black shadow ,silently swallowed this melancholy city ;Youyou night ,should be so ruthless trample my tired bored and lonely heart ,like leaves broke my life spirit .<br>Take this away from far way ,I find no kin to turn to ;go in this blank fields at a loss ,I live in this moment of wandering ;each of the missing loved one anxious ,I mention the tender ;the fragments of life wandering ,I alone .<br>Alone ,feeling sorry for myself ,my soul is cemented with a finely misted, lonely if lost ,the withering life season his broken down ,in the cloud life spiritual light if the butterfly song .<br>Road ,is so difficult, heart ,so tired ;rain ,or so miserable, wind ,or so hard; but this night ,dark ,lights ,Abercrombie Chemisette,but the yellow ... ... I don ,in front of what is waiting for me ;I don ,they will float to where ;I don if there will be tomorrow ,tomorrow .<br>I only know that ,every day, I lost the road slowly crawling ,creeping and step ;I know ,every day, I can dawn dawn in the shuttle, then ,to live life to breathe is my carbon dioxide ,in a cold phase ,sensual pleasures of city begging for food ,in a spirit characteristic country sad base by live .<br>Weak breath, life remains cold ,wind ,rain on the road ,where is the end .Fuzzy lamp, confused eyes weary ,exhausted ,the night is very few, more light which beam is candle .Blood surged ,life miserable pain ;heart ,touch down to sing the song of life ideal .<br>( two) a lonely life ,crazy me .All things in their being are good for something .I often take a Q spirit to comfort me ,encourage myself ,in the hope that my wandering life achievement .<br>I will ?No, I didn I have a look ?I have no !Can I have a hot heart up, a common cause of desire ,a mortal desire for life ,a life of the exhaust for free .My wishes are always with me draw further apart ,my little requirement but also meet my own incompetence ,in my life the most basic human rights is the devil disguised ferocious ravages and trampling, was ultimately living deprivation and humiliation ,my heart is superabundant ,and inadequate .<br>Originally, I was such a person .A full flowing in the culture of five thousand years long river the cradle breeds emaciation with sallow complexion of the Oriental son .A descendant of the dragon .<br>One was born in the early days of the cultural revolution ,and to experience the down beat gongs and sound drums joy new meteorological person; one in a hitherto unknown is the pursuit of democracy and freedom in the student strike contemplate ,but also how to not tell why the depressed person; a proceed without hesitation to reform tide desperately sing the song of youth ,but can not share reform results in reduced Tianya grassroots people .<br>This is me? I ,was such a man .A confession to be frustrated for all one full of wit ,weak social elite ;but a be consistent from beginning to end in the life journey of the struggling stupid person; an often to a little aloof ,Abercrombie Echarpes,indulge in self-admiration dignity while running day and night to live the life of people ;one is often lives firmly oppressed by fate to be dead beat and deliberately playing never met defeat person; an often hide in the dark locks himself in a lonely longing for light to listen to the voice of the people of depression ;an often not to absolute devil bow silent from help a tyrant to victimize his subjects and evil people eat the triad awakening people fight bang the drum for sb .<br>That .A bad words be in a brown study not to publicize their own life the Regal isolationist .A smart idea often reflect on their own yet so dementia stupid naive person; a desire life love life is cool world heart dead man ;one does not eat terrestrial fireworks not fawn upon the rich and powerful persons but never bootlick never curry favour with proud person; a crazy heart paranoia but arrogant arrogant person; a proud and arrogant but have grandiose aims but puny abilities humble person; a thought sound cannot stand worthless person; a middle age failed to be foolish .<br>In fact ,I what is not all .A minimum even lead a normal life can not get into the .I know ,I you don know who I am is also a no qualification to their rated offbeat dissident people, it is a never bow and scrape sycophancy or obsequiousness of Rip Van Winkle .<br>This is the real me .An unwilling slave ,not involved in the mob tangle ,improper minions cynic awakening people, a hate the dark society hated villains fight warm-blooded ,a heart always persist firmly in the pursuit of truth ,justice ,freedom and democracy advocates with Blue Dream of the chinese !( three) the real life ,pure I .<br>A few days ago ,received a phone call from a friend of Beijing ,she said that people live so tired ,life still live today ,not tomorrow ,not a sense of security ,want to find a person to rely on to marry, she is an individual ,and not things ,which can get married so easily .<br>I also saw a friend blog wrote ,die every day ,face skyrocketing prices ,wages at the bottom of the pot can be total precipitation ,but also do not know this wage exactly how long? If life is more and more than before ,the happiness as one day .<br>However, our glorious GDP was always in goofy jumps, our brilliant time is always in high Carol ;our compatriots but always in a dance ,our servants but always in Mei red intoxicated ;US mob kept away our cynicism ,but not to search Mingao ;our corrupt officials ,but I have the Spring Festival night Diao married people ,our grassroots pariah is divided into drag out an ignoble existence seconds Xun extension stump .<br>Be successful in one with this magic characteristic economy ,this act arbitrarily vampire strength spirit monster ,but such a ridiculous absurd ,bes .In seven seven nine nine of the fat of the people search ,in nine nine seven seven the pillaging hooligans in press forward with indomitable will ,sweat abercrombie,God made a much-told story ,surprised the world surprised ,let the people be rendered speechless .<br>Beijing friend, I in addition to comfort is encouraged ,that she must be strong ,must hold on, everything will be fine, so helpless ,so helpless ,so weak so, I think everyone would say ,I can only say .<br>But to see a friend blog ,I left speechless ,think about our current situation ,the more I be scanty of words ,but inside there is an indescribable pain and sorrow .Our country ,economy development for so many years ,why is life always so unstable employment so difficult? Why social gap between the rich and the poor is so great ?Why I always hurt the innocent vulnerable groups ?Heaven and hell .<br>Open your eyes ,what we see is a rich, strong and prosperous ,bright beautiful ,magnificent; ornate; fascinating the rapid economic development of society ;closing the eyes ,what we see is a poor ,broken down ,poor disease and people survival a desperate society .<br>Tired of wandering, wandering life ,so I was repeatedly had failed ,dim and dark life .Every day, back to the dim rough house ,in front of three two step can go to a small house, I am depressed speechless ,speechless .<br>Previously ,my heart be full of ,full of confidence, my surrounding a laughter, live in harmony and stability, the days youziyouwei .Now I am alone and ran to drag out an ignoble existence ,unexpectedly ,was to bring home the bacon ,is so difficult .<br>The original prop up a home stand is how not easy ,sometimes not worth a farthing for the dignity and on the verge of survival crisis ,the poor humble literati fragile integrity is so funny is full, so self mockery ,no obsequiousness world so much ,a little fawn on red spiritual coincidence ,I still in hell ,but I have no complaints .<br>I deserve it .This is all I bring trouble to oneself ,in addition to myself ,hate myself ,who can blame ?Hate ?No, this is not the reason ,not the real core of roots ,everything is my fault ,is wrong in my life in the ethnic characteristics ,would be wrong if I caught the Hua Xia ethnic hitherto unknown damned dark age ,would be wrong if I met the vast world without human homes .<br>Absolute evil .I can not be so devastated and trample on their own .To blame ,to hate ,that eat our meat suck our blood won talk right rogue demons ;to complain ,to hate ,is the root of all evil people eat the black community !Life once opened my muscle yellow mask ,a layer of muscle contraction pulled my skin ,in the layers apart in time I woke up with a start .<br>My home have the Spring Festival from years ago the white fat ,pink ,to now feeble ,haggard .Months old ,I should have many from new to old age ,middle-aged ,from the rich become dilapidated .<br>Time ,once again gave me toward the abyss pushed ;life ,once again happy to put me in the dark to throw .Unbearable humiliation resigned from work ,I have been in the job for many days on the road .<br>Finally understand ,for those like me who have certain economic base ,has a stable behind the strength of the company as the background is very important .Without a stable income situation ,I only have to spend more time and energy to find a strength of the company for the charged target ,in fact I do not have any capital into the companies such as door bar ( a full house ,intrigues ,greed ,fraud and old people and plundered wealth features gang ) .<br>Thought with years of industry accumulation point of the pleased with oneself ability ,be opinionated experience ,I could easily have got one to find some soon homely fare to feed on illusions ,as long as you work hard a little a bit tough can from trouble free .<br>Now ,I really naive very ,the matter is not so simple ,in this feature rich countries, this year back ,society is very black ,rogue groups ,be dogged by bad luck ,people ,countless unemployment ,all walks of life in limbo ,and enter the middle-aged my diploma ,I ,knowledge depreciation society, especially writing the text is sweeping the street selling pork characteristic society ( did not detract from the underlying meaning, just value are disclosed ) ,anterior more said of an aged person .<br>Not a young cost ,not a resounding diploma ,not a bunch of cynicism as accomplices ,without a special interest group as the background ,the way forward ,dazed and step ,one can imagine .<br>In the face of difficult days ,my life with extreme caution .Hand hold years ago save thousands of dollars ,in addition to the pursuit of the blue dream and meet their favorite characters and distressed to buy a laptop computer and rent eating outside ,I have to bear with flowers ,sometimes rely on friends charity relief reluctantly supported .<br>Man lived on this, a small head and sharp face ,really makes me can ,so be very careful in reckoning the pity love ,finally let me temporarily lived long bitter days .The homeless and taste of life ,I shrink with cold ,let me lose face .<br>This is the first time such as living square accounts in every detail ,womanishly fussy ,flexor and several days ,it is fight over the smallest trifles .I count the day with only ten dollars to buy meat dish prepared food market ,price ,the present price of various rice salt soy sauce ,fish and vegetable prices on top of tomatoes and eggs ,I found that the price was lower than white gourd and celery ,I learned to use thin hot pickled mustard tuber and eggs .<br>Noodles ,add bit of vinegar sauce flavor will be thicker better ,I also learned to use an egg and a tomato with fermented flour cooked noodle when delicious lunch .What surprises me most is that I was in harmony ,characteristics of the society through the rogue awakens the essence and disguised eat ugly face .<br>I followed in the little drops of life gradually rich rise, in my life every bit firmer ,the day such a day an angel I became really ,truly, bit by bit ,is a temper .It is not too difficult ,but I just don why many people do not know to buy food to their own do not know how to cook pot, particularly a nourishing life interest group well-off people .<br>There is only one reason, comfortable living Shuxin ,KEF ,who would be willing to face every day ,fuel stove smoke irritability .This small civilian life to learn ,but I have enough, not all over the school finch skill of the swan .<br>Why are they ( powerful ) life than we had a scene with smooth sailing ?Why we work so hard hard hard work but not all day carefree and content is very popular drink hot places of amusement of the parasite and the vampire ?Why do we need to bow down to sigh for splashing themselves to support this help don rogue demon ?To date ,the evil black society ,cruel scumbag .<br>Don ,millions of lives every time flowing steaming rolling blood ,were ready to splash out ,surging into the river ,flooding the world, filled with earth .Life is the suffering of the awakening in the awakening ,screaming ,shouting of the fight ,this is be a trend which cannot be halted the life force ,is not move with the volition of people .<br>My life is the one of them ,I don more than that suffered from stigma and trample their lives devastated the human dignity and the right to live, I do not want to put so much valuable time is wasted on top of this ,I know ,the gift of life in their mission of defending human rights and the pursuit of the noble life ideal .<br>The beauty of life ,life sometimes is really helpless .Drag out an ignoble existence ,so pure ,so real ,so sad .Facing the cruel reality, face the darkness of the society ,in the face of cruel rogue ,fight ,don .<br>( four) simple life ,tough I .Life all the impulse and desire ,actually comes from alien to a assimilation ,even in the most simple life early in life ,just as a simple proteins at the time ,this kind of assimilation became allows it to survive the most basic the most powerful instinct ,that is external food intake, the digest for his own organization .<br>This is my blog to see a very thoughtful friend to write about the life of a segment of words ,this remark of his rock my life for the profound understanding, make my life much reverence ,I truly feel the life of a tenacious tenacious survival instinct .<br>The world is perplexing ,the right and wrong .On this planet ,since the life of the moment, life is its instinct desire and impulse tenaciously survive .Not to mention the senior animal life .<br>Therefore ,in the face of adversity ,people will always firm and indomitable to live, be secure against assault to the difficulties, to walk in them; face dark, people will always resolutely fight ,not to move or retreat to maintain justice, uphold the truth .<br>This is a simple fortitude and dignity of life true instinct reflection .Know your own ignorance and humble life ,understanding the conscience and integrity ,understanding human justice and truth, understanding world harmony and fraternity ,is to build the foundation of self-confidence ,is subject to the freedom of the soul, is the social democracy advocates truth .<br>This is the nature of life and thorough comprehension .Life ,a person can realize this, it is great honor and pride .Life, to be able to really understand my will is my own ,I can truly recognition will also be myself ,can really beat me will be my own .<br>Forty years ago ,I was a find themselves .A people have no direction ,a feel at home wherever one goes person ,one has no qualitative one, an out and out failures .This forty years ,I lived a very back ,so to speak is to fish in troubled waters ,doing nothing ;it can be said is not ,nothing at all .<br>Although there had been instantaneous sparkle ,but were suddenly disappear in smoke .I put myself so wonderful forty years be gone ,my pride ,brothers and sisters fellow democratic volunteers clean out completely forgotten .<br>Think ,is really guilty sectors-connecting ,unworthy of parents ,unworthy of compatriots ,unworthy of life ,though the sentiment, but could not forgive myself .Because young ,so ignorant ;because of ignorance ,so lethargic ;because the authoritarian ,so no .<br>Awakening, life can have several forty years ?In forty years time .However so quietly ,but life in the forty years after the beginning of I, still survive in the edge of .Although my heart such as water only, but has been unable to calm yourself .<br>Why the pieces of my life so back ?Why you grew up under the red flag life so suffering so sad ?Why in the long time unable to get up after a fall ?The first time I started my confidence discount ,first on their ability to generate suspicion, whether is it right? Your careless led a life of gloomy ,or I would have only a little road ?Many times I have countless times open palm of the hand to reflect on their own ,ask yourself !I also innumerable innumerable times 掏心掏肺onthe characteristics of ethnic characteristics of civilization in complete anatomic pain ,thought in the wake, wake of hate ,hate this inhuman country ,hated the no justice world, hate this evil people eat the black community !Indeed.<br> I have no fixed occupation ,I have no property ,I had no social endowment insurance ,even my employment rights and no ,no survival rights .But ,I did not incompetent ,but do not have basic human rights !In fact ,in such a country life ,every one of us in life no rights at all !Not to say that the human rights !Like I have thought the wisdom and courage of the people feel the pressure of employment ,one can imagine that just came out from the school gate fellow survival difficult ,also one can imagine to the characteristics absurd absurd to an incomparable taste funny sinking deformity realm, no wonder the interest group hoodlum evil beasts often bared ferocious ecstasy laughter ,the palm has the hands of the autocratic prerogatives to firmly without mercy ,not slack ,tinkering ,pose as a person of high morals a beast in human clothing to stand on the high cement forest on firmly put our feet in the underground ,like stepping on a bunch of ants ,domineering fashion ,full of iniquities ,tyranny at .<br>Their ultimate goal is to make our life pleasant for slaves ,slave masters of their country ,for all eternity .See ,I know this is a real characteristics of nation .Wake up, you know it is a naked bloody cruel state .<br>I know ,I like many fellow ,society had denied us, deserted us .But must we say cruel words deny yourself ?No, I can say so ,also can .Although I doubt myself ,but I have to believe in yourself ,must stand and face the cruel reality ,must wake up to face the darkness of the society ,must give me shape their own confidence and courage ,to examine their status ,to go to the battle-front without any burden ,firmly in the hands of the penholder ,keep on fighting ,wakes compatriots, million people united as one man ,come with sb.<br> ,march forward courageously ,overcome the difficulties ,overcome evil ,out of the darkness ,bathed in sunshine ,be in power .Indeed, I have nothing now .In my bleak indifferent heart corner ,always haunt parents and son of the shadow, but can not touch they cut the cheeks ,warm temperature .<br>In the pieces of my wandering life, only one live with me ,disdain for worldly character ,a noble soul of life temperature .My world is such a sad sad ,it is unexpectedly such as cold as ice, it is unexpectedly such lofty stand, also it is unexpectedly such affection isolation ,Pull Abercrombie femme,is simply the riser ,so these .<br>Have a burning heart ,feel very helpless .Hot and cold at the same time ,I still feel very lucky ,at least in the solitude of the heart a glimmer of warm light of life .A text built the width of life ,blue dream .<br>I once asked myself in ,once thought oneself in .Although ,my life time in night fighting in shout oneself hoarse ,my confidence once again and not on the brink of collapse ,but also let me in the brutal attacks slowly kill .<br>I like a frog ,the head still thinking about how it pans out more and more dangerous water ,action is subjected to physical limitations and external environmental limitations ,I clearly see themselves powerless ,hopeless and frustrated increasingly occupied my mind is full of sunshine .<br>But ,I do not fear feeling ,no depression to .Although ,I still alive so immersed in the death in the hot water, but a strong life dignity constantly reminded me that I must jump out, one kind of character of life of noble soul high-spirited and encouraged me to jump out ,a bunch of life the width of the blue light must jump out to wake me up ,I believe he has such power, I also believe that he will do this time capacity into the sky .<br>Road is hard to walk on, industry would be difficult to do poineering work ,also not easy, financing more difficult ;the night was dark ,the light is very hard to find ,the lighting is not easy, democratic light is not easy .<br>This world nothing is easy .Can be the most difficult also is not only these .The most difficult is the face of evil ,dark forces ,our compatriots is completely indifferent ,but not to pay no heed ;the most difficult is ,in the width of life ,flying the blue dream ,the strength is so weak ,so helpless .<br>Faced with the bitter sometimes walk alone .No one comfort themselves ,no one to encourage ourselves, so that only with their own dialogue ,encourage their own .A road ,path of darkness ,I have been going terribly fatigued ,head broken and bleeding ,can walk ,but circumspect .<br>I think ,this time to have their own good, try various devices to in a short period of time to find the tenacious survival way, to continue writing human sufferings, uncovering the life the sad wind ,disclosed dark and ugly truth ,advocate justice ,calls from fellow compatriots ,wake up .<br>The road is taken, the future is opened up ,this I know ,but ,I can blind rush ,must stand on solid ground .I don sibling to pity ,so I will be more sad ,even more depressed .What I need is the ideal and belief of the consensus, work together ,go through thick and thin together ,firm and persistent .<br>This is me, I am such a bloody real man ,a dignified and imposing the chinese !All men are mortal. ,life and death to me leave ,dignity and strength of character is not to move or retreat living my truth .<br>I will adjust the immediate be thrown into a panic ,I do not believe that my life will be so wet so secretly spent ,I do not believe that the root of all evil people eat the black community has been so dark .<br>I was the first time the full of materialistic life together ,and reduced to drag out an ignoble existence striking contrast stick out a mile .I was the first time the predatory interest group put together ,but denied Xun Yan stump contrast pierce to the heart of the matter .<br>It is a way for me to ignore stigma and exploitation value of life ,a life of my dignity ravaged and residual set .Life in the lost dream ignited ,confident in the face of adversity of strong rise ;life in the dark light free kindling ,truth in the dawn light the release of democracy .<br>I have to use the Democratic light dry their truth ,for shaping pieces falling of the spirit of life with confidence ,achievement fragments travel life and soul .I never know the hardships of life ,life is not easy, compatriots suffering ,people sad wind .<br>I know ,is not difficult ,difficult ,hardship and sad wind ,more is the fate and tragedy .On the characteristics of the country, I never expect the government will own shelter ,arranged for their own best position sun bathing .<br>Every step I take is to rely on their own a footprint of one step came, fell again, fell climb again ,as long as they are not being harmonious ,not to be evaporated ,I still tenaciously alive ,firmly alive ,to walk ,press forward with indomitable will ,I loaded with a rain shower ,a new chestnut the sun .<br>Life goes on ,life extension .I can in depressed depression under themselves, not in the dark diminished confidence in its own ;not silent ,not in the blood of his light .In the new forty year journey, I experienced from scratch ,passion intersection lighting and come, with full confidence to walk this road ,this road is sonorous ,tough and strong .<br>I saw a piece of green, the rhythm of life ;I saw a piece of red ,it is the dawn of life ;I saw a piece of blue ,that is the width of life ;I saw ,that is the end of a voice ,inspire people dazzling blue dream .<br>Related articles:
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