Ann

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The Emo corner:: I hope you're happy now. My emo life. Is not as worse at others. But it just as bad. Sweet Melody we'll be singing in your sleep. But... No one ever knows this real self of mine. Why? Echo. My voice is an echo. I use fake emotions, thats why. Searching for the light for Eternity. . . "What fake emotions?" You ask. The emotions I use to hide my true emotions. Sometimes, I put on a sad face. A person walks up. I smile in a snap. I don't like it when people worry over me. I don't want anyone to worry over me. do you know why people are emo? We're unloved. Inside this sad sad song. Hidden. Shattered Hearts. When someone happens to be mean to me, I pause for a second, and go back being happy. Writing poems & Songs in spare time. Doodling sad things. When I feel like my dreams are so far No one has every opened the gate of happiness in my heart. I don't think anyone will in the future. >> I apparently do not see how I'm related to my family. Truly, I think I'm adopted. I just hate myself SO MUCH!

We're saying good bye lost heaven. How we longed for Heaven. We're letting of something we've never had. Time goes so fast, Heaven is Lost.

School Life:: For all of my mistakes... ...Its a'ight. Good grades. Repeating Pre-Algebra next year. Having fun with friends 'n' such. Except for the fact that I'm actually emo.I want to cry so badly when I'm at school sometimes. Even when I ask 'Mop' aka Alex, to make me cry.... It didn't work. I forget to enjoy the small things in life. I fake all my happiness at school. Part of the happiness isn't fake though.

Friends:: ....I have REALLY stupid friends. [ Not the people here though, they're all loved by me. :3 ] You know everything that I've afraid of. You do everything I wished I did. The stupid ones, are plain dimwits. They don't do anything right. Like one of them - She invades MY PRIVACY OF MYSPACE. Such a bitch. And all this other shit she invades that makes me get so annoyed and pissed off. SHE PARTLY LEADS ME TO MY EMO-NESS. I just want to SCREAM. And theres the blabber mouth. I told her that I hated the stupid one... And she told the stupid one that I hated her. WTF MAN! UGGH. Then theres the ALL the other ones... who I shall not explain. At the top of my lungs... I'm giving it back And then...Here is the group I'm happy with... Just not all the time. I'm rarely happy anymore. [ I may put a smile on my face... But if you didn't read this... Or if you don't know the real me... Then...like yeah. ] You were out by yourself staring at the dark gray sky. I think I saw you cry My friends are awesome... EXCEPT richie. Everyone else is awesome, I'm proud of them and happy. ]

Guys:: I like sympathetic guys. <3 They're nice, caring, etc. Its okay if they're mean or not... As long I can get along with them... Alex is a'ight. Hes nice...bit sad, but I'll care for him. :] I still need to get him a girlfriend. Nobody knows who I really am. Kyle.... is gay. Hes a gay ass. But he's okay. Hes NICE but not sympathetic. AARON... AARON AARON AARON. Scary little dude whos nice. NOT sympathetic WHAT SO EVER! >[ Theres William. Such a 'william', gay too. Nice. :] Fluffy. And...Thats pretty much it. Then theres the guy whos not included in this group, who I hug. :] Oh... I can see the shore.... When will I see the shore? Some are sympathetic... Some are just plain stupid. But they're good friends. Some of the outside guys are both stupid & sympathetic. I know one of them are, hes awesome. :D Then theres the other whos just plain stupid, and he hugs me back. :] Both of those guys make me laugh. :] One of them got mad at me, but I thought of it like he was just joking around. xD

Lovey-Dovey light:: Yes. I do like someone. Someone who is not real. And I'm undecided about the real one. I gave you my heart, but the very next day you gave it away. I like to draw lovey dovey drawings. :] <3 Its nice to draw things like that. Hold me Tight. Oreru hodo tsuyoku Plus, its my prediction of one way of being free - love. And then again, it's silly since I'm too young. Echo. We are all connected. I love to read comedy/romance animes, its really fun. I like to help people in love. My friends, guys, etc. Sing to me the song of the stars I fail to be embraced & be luffed. But I luff everyone else EXCEPT richie and respect everyone except him. :]

The Profile:: Name:: Ann M.

NickName:: Kyumi/Kyu/Anna/Annie/Inuyasha lady/Pink-haired lady

Age:: 11

Favorite Animal: Red fox My shallow hearts the only thing thats beating.

Personality: Ann likes to be mean & nice depending on who. Save me from the nothing I've become. She LOVES to read manga in free time. <333 Ann also likes to doodle at home and school. Its always fun for her. And when something happens. SHE'LL BE THERE FOR HER FRIENDS! >D No matter who, and she'll try her best for EVERYTHING. [ People think of her as a dependant person & persuasive to get out of wherever. ] She can be fun, then emo. But usually fun... Even if shes reluctant. You can count on her~ [ If you want ] Ann CHEERS on for everyone whos loved, and she loves to talk and help everyone on their problems. If she hugs you and is really nice to you it doesn't mean she likes you, 'kay? Thanks. :]

History: I love you Namida yo She likes to listen to music alot, leading her to singing.... Humming is horrible for her. The failure and yelling from her parents leads her to low-self eestem and emo-ness. :/ She had even tried to commit suicide last year '06. She wasn't successful... But I, the narrator, will not reveal anymore information. Ann's history was a huge mysterious mix, like a song or painting. She did many things in the past. . . Many good, confusing & bad things. x3;

Likes: Animals, designs, seasons, ice, fire, glomping people and doodling. My shadows the only thing that walks beside me

Dislikes: Threatening things, drowning, confusing colors and raw meat.

Favorite Food: SOUP!

Favorite Sport(s): Tennis/Basketball

Favorite Color: Light blue/pink

Gender: Female

I'll give you my destiny, I'm giving you all of me.

Hobbies: Designing, drawing, singing.

Eye color: Brown

Hair color: A stupid black that I truly truly HATE.

Favorite Ice Cream Flavor.:cookies n cream!

Birthday:: Sept. 26

I want your symphony, singing in all that I am.

Contacting Me:: AIM:: Kyumi1inuyasha / Toyoko Tsuki / DreamxSeeker

Our secrets hidden in our childish lips.

MSN:: Kyumi_inuyasha Myspace:: www.myspace.com/kyumicrystal

I walk this lonely road, The only road that I have every known.

Inside my mind:: People think of me as some happy perky person. But truly, I'm an emo poet / Songwriter. I hope you're happy People look at me as some weird creative poet in class. Others think of me as some artist. [ I think of Brinca as an awesome artist ] Because I knew you But. . . I don't know who I am anymore.

My Schedule:: Lets try defying gravity

June 16th - Birthday Celebration

June 18th- CAMERA TIME Activity Day :D

June 21st - CAMERA TIME Last day o' school.

June 29th - Anime expo & Grades mailed =_=

And no one can pull me down.

--I'll add more one day-- Boulevard of Broken Dreams (c) Green Day Eternal Snow (c) Changin' my Life/ L Route Echo (c) The Hush Sound Sweet Tangerine (c) The Hush Sound Lost Heaven (c) Lar'c En Ciel Last Christmas (c) ?? [I got this one from Hilary Duff/Ashley Tisdale ] Fukai Mori(c) Do as Infinity Cry (c) Mandy Moore Life is like a Boat (c) Rie Fu Only Hope (c) Mandy Moore/ SwitchFoot We intertwined (c) The Hush Sound My Apologies (c) The Hush Sound Defying Gravity (c) Wicked For Good (c) Wicked.

NOTE**:: The italic font are lyrics.

The Tags I never notice:: Cheer up, life isn't that bad.

You're not a brunette... Okay, here's what I found out...

Asians have mostly black hair color because hair color is related to melanin content in the hair follicle. The three regions of Asia are too close to the equator where UV radiation is high to have light coloration. With all the eumelanin in Asian hair, the hair appears black unless examined under microscope. Asians usually have too much melanin for their hair to appear brown to the naked eye. Moreover, Asians have too much melanin for their hair to appear blonde. Blonde hair is caused by a low amount the brown pigment eumelanin. In fact, eumelanin (litterally "true" melanin looks black) is dark yellow. Additionally, phaeomelanin (literrally "brown" melanin but makes hair reddish) also exists, but not present in Asian populations. This red pigment occurs in people with red or auburn (reddish brown) hair. Eumelanin and phaeomelanin combine to form auburn hair.

Simply put, our hair IS brown, but is so dark it can only be seen as brown under a microscope.

<sigh> you're still not a brunnett.... -_-"

I was just asleep

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Lawl Alex. x33

Were no strangers to love You know the rules and so do i A full commitments what Im thinking of You wouldnt get this from any other guy