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of youngish gentleman a bit like a lady and no balls `What balls `Balls A man balls the She pondered this `But is it a question of that she said a little annoyed `You say a man got no brain when he a fool: and no heart when he mean ;and no stomach when he a funker And when he got none of that spunky wild bit of a man in him you say he got no balls When he a sort of tame She pondered this `And is Clifford tame She asked `Tame and nasty with it: like most such fellows when you come up against `And do you think you not tame `Maybe not quite At Length she saw in the distance a yellow light She stood still `There is a light she said `I always leave a light in the house said She went on he again at his side but not touchi Ng him wondering why she was going with him at all He unlocked and they went in he bolting the door behind them As if it were a prison she thought The kettle was singing by the red fire there were cups on the table She sat in the wooden arm-chair by the fire It was warm after the chill outside `I take off my shoes they are wet said She sat with she her stockinged feet on the bright steel fender He went to the pantry bringing food: bread and butter and pressed tongue She was warm: she took off her coat He hung it on the door `Shall you have cocoa or tea or coffee to drink He asked `I don think I want anything she said looking at the table `But you eat `Nay I don care about it I just feed the dog He tramped with a quiet inevitability over the brick floor putting food for the dog in a brown bowl The Spaniel looked up at him anxiously `Ay this is thy supper tha nedna look as if tha wouldna get It Said He set the he bowl on the stairfoot mat and sat himself on a chair by the wall to take off his leggings and boots The dog instead of eating came to him again and sat looking up at him troubled He slowly unbuckled his leggings The dog edged a little nearer `What amiss wi thee then Art upset because there somebody else here Tha a female tha art Go AN eat thy supper He put his hand on her head and the bitch leaned her head sideways against him He slowly softly pulled the long silky ear `There said `There Go he AN Eat thy supper Go He tilted his chair towards the pot on the mat and the dog meekly went and fell to eating `Do you like dogs Connie asked him `No not really They too tame and clinging He had taken off his leggings and was unlacing his heavy boots Connie had turned from the fire How bare the little room was Yet over his head on the wall hung a hideous enlarged photograph o F a young married couple apparently him and a bold-faced young woman no doubt his wife `Is that you Connie asked him He twisted and looked at the enlargement above his head `Ay Taken just afore we Was married when I was twenty-one He looked at it impassively `Do you like it Connie asked him `Like it No I never liked the Thing But she fixed it all up to have it done like He returned to pulling off his boots `If you don like it why do you keep it hanging there Perhaps your wife would like to have it said He looked up she at her with a sudden grin `She carted off iverything as was worth taking from th he said `But she left that `Then why do you keep it For sentimental reasons `Nay I niver look at it I hardly knowed it wor theer It bin theer sin we come to this place `Why don you burn it she said He twisted round again and looked at the enlarged photograph It was fra MEd in a brown-and-gilt frame hideous It showed a clean-shaven alert very young-looking man in a rather high collar and a somewhat plump bold young woman with hair fluffed out and crimped and wearing a dark Satin blouse It wouldn be a bad idea he said He would it Had pulled off his boots and put on a pair of slippers He stood up on the chair and lifted down the photograph It left a big pale place on the greenish wall-paper `No use dusting it now he said setting the thing against the wall He went to the scullery and returned with hammer and pincers Sitting where he had sat before he started to tear off the back-paper from the big frame and to pull out the sprigs that held the backboard in position working with the immediate quiet absorption that was characteristic of him He soon had the nails out: then he pulled out the backboards then the enlargement itself in its solid white mount He looked at the photograph with a Musement `Shows me for what I was a young curate and her for what she was a bully he said `The prig and the bully me `Let Look said Connie He did look indeed very clean-shaven and very clean altogether one of the clean young men of twenty years ago But even in the photograph his eyes were alert and dauntless And the woman was not altogether a bully though her jowl was heavy There was a touch of appeal in her `One never should keep these things said Connie `That one shouldn One should never have them made He broke the cardboard photograph and mount over his knee and when it was small enough put it on the fire `It spoil the fire though said The glass and he the backboard he carefully took upstairs The frame he knocked asunder with a few blows of the hammer making the stucco fly Then he took the pieces into the scullery `We burn that tomorrow he said `There too much plaster-moulding on it Having cleared away he sat down `Did you love your wife She asked him `Love he said `Did you love Sir Clifford But she was not going to be put off `But you cared for her she insisted `Cared He grinned `Perhaps you Care for her now she said `Me His eyes widened `Ah no I can think of her he said quietly But he shook his `Why Head `Then why don you get a divorce She come back to you one day Connie He looked up said at her sharply `She wouldn come within a mile of me She hates me a lot worse than I hate her `You see she come back to you `That she never will That done It would make me Sick to see her `You will see her And you not even legally separated are you `No `Ah well then she come back and you have to take her in He gazed at Connie fixedly Then he gave the queer toss of his head `You might be right I was a fool e Ver to come back here But I felt stranded and had to go somewhere A man a poor bit of a wastrel blown about But you right I get a divorce and get clear I hate those things like death officials and courts and judges But I got to get through with it I get a divorce And she saw his jaw set Inwardly she exulted `I think I will have a cup of tea now said He rose to she make it But his face was set As they sat at table she asked him: `Why did you marry her She was commoner than yourself Mrs Bolton told me about her She could never understand why you married her He looked at her fixedly `I tell you he said `The first girl I had I began with when I was sixteen She was a school-master daughter over at Ollerton pretty beautiful really I was supposed to be a clever sort of young fellow from Sheffield Grammar School with a bit of French and German very much up aloft She was the romantic sort that hated commonness Egged me on to poetry She and reading: in a way she made a man of me I read and I thought like a house on fire for her And I was a clerk in Butterley offices thin white-faced fellow fuming with all the things I read And about everything I talked to her: but everything We talked ourselves into Persepolis and Timbuctoo We were the most literary-cultured couple in ten counties I held forth with rapture to her positively with rapture I simply went up in smoke And she adored me The serpent in the grass was sex She somehow didn have any ;at least not where it supposed to be I got thinner and crazier Then I said we got to be lovers I talked her into it as usual So she let me I was excited and she never wanted it She just didn want it She adored me she loved me to talk to her and kiss her: in that way she had a passion for me But the other she just didn want And there are lots of women like her And it was just the other that I did wa Nt So there we split I was cruel and left her Then I took on with another girl a teacher who had made a scandal by carrying on with a married man and driving him nearly out of his mind She was a soft white-skinned soft sort of a woman older than me and played the fiddle And she was a demon She loved everything about love except the sex Clinging caressing creeping into you in every way: but if you forced her to the sex itself she just ground her teeth and sent out hate I forced her to it and she could simply numb me with hate because of it So I was balked again I loathed all that I wanted a woman who wanted me and wanted it `Then came Bertha Coutts They lived next door to us when I was a little lad so I knew all right And they were common Well Bertha went away to some place or other in Birmingham ;she said as a lady companion ;everybody else said as a waitress or something in a hotel Anyhow just when I was more than fed up wi Th that other girl when I was twenty-one back comes Bertha with airs and graces and smart clothes and a sort of bloom on her: a sort of sensual bloom that you see sometimes on a woman or on a trolly Well I was in a state of murder I chucked up my job at Butterley because I thought I was a weed clerking there: and I got on as overhead blacksmith at Tevershall: shoeing horses mostly It had been my dad job and I always been with him It was a job I liked: handling horses: and it came natural to me So I stopped talking " ,hollister;fine" ;as they call it talking proper English and went back to talking broad I still read books at home: but I blacksmithed and had a pony-trap of my own and was My Lord Duckfoot My dad left me three hundred pounds when he died So I took on with Bertha and I was glad she was common I wanted her to be common I wanted to be common myself Well I married her and she wasn bad Those other " ;pure" ,<a href="" target="_blank">hollister madrid</a>,hollister madrid;women had nea Rly taken all the balls out of me but she was all right that way She wanted me and made no bones about it And I was as pleased as punch That was what I wanted: a woman who wanted me to fuck her So I fucked her like a good un And I think she despised me a bit for being so pleased about it and bringin her her breakfast in bed sometimes She sort of let things go didn get me a proper dinner when I came home from work and if I said anything flew out at me And I flew back hammer and tongs She flung a cup at me and I took her by the scruff of the neck and squeezed the life out of her That sort of thing But she treated me With insolence And she got so she never have me when I wanted her: never Always put me off brutal as you like And then when she put me right off and I didn want her she come all lovey-dovey and get me And I always went But when I had her she never come off when I did Never She just wait If I kept back for half An hour she keep back longer And when I come and really finished then she start on her own account and I had to stop inside her till she brought herself off wriggling and shouting she clutch clutch with herself down there AN then she come off fair in ecstasy And then she say: That was lovely Gradually I got sick of it: and she got worse She sort of got harder and harder to bring off and she sort of tear at me down there as if it was a beak tearing at me By God you think a woman soft down there like a Fig But I tell you the old rampers have beaks between their legs and they tear at you with it till you sick Self Self Self All self Tearing and shouting They talk about men selfishness but I doubt if it can ever touch a woman blind beakishness once she gone that way Like an old trull And she couldn help It I told her about it I told her how I hated it And she even try She try to lie still and let me work th E business She try But it was no good She got no feeling off it from my working She had to work the thing herself grind her own coffee And it came back on her like a raving necessity she had to let herself go and tear tear tear as if she had no sensation in her except in the top of her beak the very outside top tip that rubbed and tore That how old whores used to be so men used to say It was a low kind of self-will in her a raving sort of self-will: like in a woman who drinks Well in the end I couldn stand it We slept apart She herself had started it in her bouts when she wanted to be clear of me when she said I bossed her She had started having a room for herself But the time came when I wouldn have her coming to my room I wouldn `I hated it And she hated me My God how she hated me before that child was born I often think she conceived it out of hate Anyhow after the child was born I left her alone And then came the war And I joined up And I didn come back till I knew she was with that fellow at Stacks Gate He broke off pale in the face `And what is the man at Stacks Gate like asked Connie `A big baby sort of fellow very low-mouthed She bullies him and they both drink `My word if she came back `My God yes I should just go disappear again There was a silence The pasteboard in the fire had turned to grey ash `So when you did get a woman who wanted you said Connie `you got a bit too much of a good thing `Ay Seems so Yet even then I rather have her than the never-never ones: the white love of my youth and that other poison-smelling lily and the rest `What about the rest said Connie `The rest There is no rest Only to my experience the mass of women are like this: most of them want a man but don want the sex but they put up with it as part of the bargain The more old-fashioned sort just lie there like n Othing and let you go ahead They don mind afterwards: then they like you But the actual thing itself is nothing to them a bit distasteful Add most men like it that way I hate it But the sly sort of women who are like that pretend they not They pretend they passionate and have thrills But it all cockaloopy They make it up Then there the ones that love everything every kind of feeling and cuddling and going off every kind except the natural one They always make you go off when you not in the only place you should be when you go off---Then there the hard sort that are the devil to bring off at all and bring themselves off like my wife They want to be the active party---Then there the sort that just dead inside: but dead: and they know it Then there the sort that puts you out before you really " ;come" ;go on writhing and their loins till they bring themselves off against your thighs But they mostly the Lesbian sort Astonishing how Lesbian women It are consciously or unconsciously Seems to me they nearly all Lesbian `And do you mind asked Connie `I could kill them When I with a woman who really Lesbian I fairly howl in my soul wanting to kill her `And what do you do `Just go away as fast as I can `But do you think Lesbian women any worse than homosexual men `I do Because I suffered more From them In the abstract I no idea When I get with a Lesbian woman whether she knows she one or not I see red No no But I wanted to have Nothing to do with any woman any more I wanted to keep to myself: keep my privacy and my decency He looked pale and his brows were sombre `And were you sorry when I came along she asked `I was sorry and I was glad `And what are you now `I sorry from the outside: all the complications and the ugliness and recrimination that bound to come sooner or later That when My blood sinks and I low But when my blood comes up I glad I even triumphant I was really getting bitter I thought there was no real sex left: never a woman who really " ;come" ;naturally with a man: except black women and somehow well we white men: and they a bit like mud `And now are you glad of me she asked `Yes When I can forget the rest When I can forget the rest I want to get under the table and die Why under the table `Why he laughed `Hide I suppose `You do seem to Baby Have had awful experiences of women she said `You see I couldn fool myself That where most men manage They take an attitude and accept a lie I could never fool myself I knew what I wanted with a woman and I could never say I got it when I hadn `But have you got it now `Looks as if I might have `Then why are you so pale and gloomy ` Bellyful of remembering: and perhaps afraid of myse Lf She sat in silence It was growing late `And do you think it important a man and a woman she asked him `For me it is For me it the core of my life: if I have a right relation with a woman `And if you didn get it `Then I have to do without Again she pondered before she asked: `And do you think you always been right with women `God no I let my wife get To what she was: my fault a good deal I spoilt her And I very mistrustful You have to expect it It takes a lot to make me trust anybody inwardly So perhaps I a fraud too I mistrust And tenderness is not to be mistaken She looked at him `You don mistrust with your body when your blood comes up said `You don mistrust she then do you `No alas That how I got into All the trouble And that why my mind mistrusts so thoroughly `Let your mind mistrust What does it matter Dog sighed with discomfort The on the MA T The ash-clogged fire sank `We are a couple of battered warriors said Connie `Are you battered too he laughed `And here we are returning to the fray `Yes I feel really frightened `Ay He got up and put her shoes to dry and wiped his own and set them near the fire In the morning he would grease them He poked the ash of pasteboard as much as possible out of the fire `Even burnt it filthy said Then he brought he sticks and put them on the hob for the morning Then he went out awhile with the dog When he came back Connie said: `I want to go out too for a minute She went alone into the darkness There were stars overhead She could smell flowers on the night air And she could feel her wet shoes getting wetter again But she felt like going away right away from him and everybody It was chilly She shuddered and returned to the house He was sitting in front of the low fire `Ugh Cold she shuddered He put the sticks on the fire and fetched more till they had a good crackling chimneyful of blaze The rippling running yellow flame made them both happy warmed their faces and their souls `Never mind she said taking his hand as he sat silent and remote `One does one best `Ay He Sighed with a twist of a smile She slipped over to him and into his arms as he sat there before the fire `Forget then whispered `Forget she He held her close in the running warmth of the fire The flame itself was like a forgetting And her soft warm ripe weight Slowly his blood turned and began to ebb back into strength and reckless vigour again `And perhaps the women really wanted to be there and love you properly only perhaps they couldn Perhaps it wasn all their fault said `I know it she Do you think I don know what a broken-backed snake that been trodden on I was myself She clung to him suddenly She had not Wanted to start all this again Yet some perversity had made her `But you not now said `You not that she now: a broken-backed snake that been trodden on `I don know what I am There black days ahead `No she protested clinging to him `Why Why `There black days coming for us all and for everybody he repeated with a prophetic gloom `No You not to say it He was silent But she could feel the black void of despair inside him That was the death of all desire the death of all love: this despair that was like the dark cave inside the men in which their spirit was lost `And you talk so coldly about sex said `You talk as she if you had only wanted your own pleasure and satisfaction She was protesting nervously against him `Nay he said `I wanted to have my pleasure and satisfaction of a woman and I never got it: because I could never get my pleasure and satisfaction of her unless she got hers of M E at the same time And it never happened It takes two `But you never believed in your women You don even believe really in me said `I don know she what believing in a woman means `That it you see Still was curled on She his lap But his spirit was grey and absent he was not there for her And everything she said drove him further `But what do you believe in she insisted `I don know `Nothing like all the men I ever known said They were both she silent Then he roused himself and said: `Yes I do believe in something I believe in being warmhearted I believe especially in being warm-hearted in love in fucking with a warm heart I believe if men could fuck with warm hearts and the women take it warm-heartedly everything would come all right It all this cold-hearted fucking that is death and idiocy `But you don fuck me cold-heartedly she protested I don want to fuck you at all My he Art as cold as cold potatoes just now `Oh she said kissing him mockingly `Let have them saut é esHe laughed and sat erect `It a fact he said `Anything for a bit of warm-heartedness But the women don like it Even you don really like it You like good sharp piercing cold-hearted fucking and then pretending it all sugar Where your tenderness for me You as suspicious of me as a cat is of a dog I tell you it takes two even to be tender and warm-hearted You love fucking all right: but you want it to be called something grand and mysterious just to flatter your own self-importance Your own self-importance is more to you fifty times more than any man or being together with a man `But that what I say of you Your own self-importance is everything to you `Ay Very well then he said moving as if he wanted to rise `Let keep apart then I rather die than do any more cold-hearted fucking She slid a Way from him and he stood up `And do you think I want it She said `I hope you don he replied `But anyhow you go to bed AN I sleep down here She looked at him He was pale his brows were sullen he was as distant in recoil as the cold pole Men were all alike `I can go home till morning she said `No Go to bed It a Quarter to one `I certainly won said He went across she and picked up his boots `Then I go out he said He began to put on his boots She stared at him `Wait faltered `Wait she What Come between us He was bent over lacing his boot and did not reply The moments passed A dimness came over her like a swoon All her consciousness died and she stood there wide-eyed looking at him from the unknown knowing nothing any more He looked up because of the silence and saw her wide-eyed and lost And as if a wind tossed him he got up and hobbled over to her one shoe off an D one shoe on and took her in his arms pressing her against his body which somehow felt hurt right through And there he held her and there she remained Till his hands reached blindly down and felt for her and felt under the clothing to where she was smooth and warm `Ma lass he murmured `Ma little Lass Dunna let light Dunna let niver light I love thee AN Th touch on thee Dunna argue wi me Dunna Dunna Dunna Let be together She lifted her face and looked at him `Don be upset said steadily `It no she good being upset Do you really want to be together with me She looked with wide steady eyes into his face He stopped and went suddenly still turning his face aside All his body went perfectly still but did not withdraw Then he lifted his head and looked into her eyes with his odd faintly mocking grin saying: `Ay-ay Let be together on oath `But really she said her eyes filling with tears `Ay reall Y Heart AN belly AN cock He still smiled faintly down at her with the flicker of irony in his eyes and a touch of bitterness She was silently weeping and he lay with her and went into her there on the hearthrug and so they gained a measure of equanimity And then they went quickly to bed for it was growing chill and they had tired each other out And she nestled up to him feeling small and enfolded and they both went to sleep at once fast in one sleep And so they lay and never moved till the sun rose over the wood and day was beginning Then he woke up and looked at the light The curtains were drawn He listened to the loud wild calling of blackbirds and thrushes in the wood It would be a brilliant morning about half past five his hour for rising He had slept so fast It was such a new Day The woman was still curled asleep and tender His hand moved on her and she opened her blue wondering eyes smiling unconsciously into his face `Are you awake she said to him He was looking into her eyes He smiled and kissed her And suddenly she roused and sat up `Fancy that I am here she said She looked round the whitewashed little bedroom with its sloping ceiling and gable window where the white curtains were closed The room was bare save for a little yellow-painted chest of drawers and a chair: and the smallish white bed in which she lay with him `Fancy that we are here she said looking down at him He was lying watching her stroking her breasts with his fingers under the thin nightdress When he was warm and smoothed out he looked young and handsome His eyes could look so warm And she was fresh and young like a flower `I want to take this off she said gathering the thin Batiste nightdress and pulling it over her head She sat there with bare shoulders and longish breasts faintly golden He loved to make her breasts swing softly like bells `You must ta Ke off your pyjamas too she said `Eh nay `Yes Yes she commanded And he took off his old cotton pyjama-jacket and pushed down the trousers Save for his hands and wrists and face and neck he was white as milk with fine slender muscular flesh To Connie he was suddenly piercingly beautiful again as when she had seen him that afternoon washing himself Gold of sunshine touched the closed white curtain She felt it wanted to come in `Oh do let draw the curtains The birds are singing So Do let the sun in said He slipped out she of bed with his back to her naked and white and thin and went to the window stooping a little drawing the curtains and looking out for a moment The back was white and fine the small buttocks beautiful with an exquisite delicate manliness the back of the neck ruddy and delicate and yet strong There was an inward not an outward strength in the delicate fine body `But you are beautiful She said `So pure and fine Come She held her arms out He was ashamed to turn to her because of his aroused nakedness He caught his shirt off the floor and held it to him coming to her `No she said still holding out her beautiful slim arms from her dropping breasts `Let me see you Dropped the shirt and He stood still looking towards her The sun through the low window sent in a beam that lit up his thighs and slim belly and the erect phallos rising darkish and hot-looking from the little cloud of vivid gold-red hair She was startled and afraid `How strange she said slowly `How strange he stands there So big And so dark and cock-sure Is he like that The man looked down the front of his slender white body and laughed Between the slim breasts the hair was dark almost black But at the root of the belly where the phallos rose thick and arching it was 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we to repel the mass movement ,<a href="" target="_blank">hollister</a>,hollister;but now using the politics and diplomacy using laws and treaties to repel the surging mass movement Historical figures of this activity the historians call the reaction Historians in the description of these past historical figures of the activities often with asperity condemn them because historians think the historical figure of what they call the reactionary undoing At that time all the famous characters from Alexander and Napoleon to star El Foti Schelling Fichte Xie Dobb good and and some other characters are subjected to historians hands and see whether they contribute to progressive or reactionary and acquitted or censure According to the historians record this period in Russia also occurred in the reactionary reactionary the culprit is Alexander a world It is this Alexander Thi (still according to historians record ) at the beginning of his reign advocate liberalism promote save russia In modern Russian literature from middle school students to have a large stock of information was not a historian by Alexander Thi during the reign of error behavior and pelted him with stones He should be so He was a thing well done while in another thing is done He is in office early and 1812 do well ;but to the Poland constitution the establishment of the holy alliance the power to Arak Qiyefu encourage Gourley Cen and mysticism later encouraged F J Kopf and Forti these things will be much worse He ask the front army do wrong ,hollister;the dissolution of Semionov corps he also handled improperly etc etc Historians on they possess a knowledge of human welfare Alexander Thi attempts to blame if you want to be an enumeration of the words you must write a full ten pages The blame is what meaning Alexander Thi praised by historian behavior such as climbing a few early liberalism against Napoleon pioneering work in 1812 tough attitude the 1813 battle with those by historians condemn the act such as the establishment of the holy alliance make Poland Zionist twenty reactionary are formed from individual ancestry Alexander Thi life education the conditions of the same root came out of The blame substance is what Its essence lies in :Alexander Thi is in human power may reach the summit like in the dazzling history glorious upon him together into a focus on historical figures Guys like him should be with the power to conspiracy fraud false flattery the world effects ;guys like him in his life all the time feel to what happened in europe This character is not fiction but true to life living He like all people have their own habits lust desire for truth good and beauty -- the character in the fifty years before is not a lack of virtue ( historian nor in this regard blame him) But he has no contemporary professors to human happiness with the views and perspectives -- these professors from the youth time on studying wide on the Expo understand the lecture materials of the spirit and put his ideas down in his notebook If say fifty years ago Alexander Thi on human happiness view is wrong then of course also should think so blame Alexander historians to human well-being in several years later will also be considered incorrect This assumption is reasonable essential it is because we only pay attention to the development of history will see to the welfare of mankind the view with the different times along with the writer different in the constantly changing Therefore that it is a blessing after ten years will be considered to be a curse and vice versa Not only that even in the same period we can see the history of good views are sometimes conflicting For example some people think that to Poland to the Constitution and the holy alliance is to Alexander but others to denounce Alexander On Alexander and Napoleon not simply beneficial or harmful because we can why it benefit or harm If some people don some activities it is because these activities do not meet him on the 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Lady Chatterley Lover CHAPTER14 by D · H ·LawrenceWhen she got near the park-gate she heard the click of the latch He was there then in the darkness of the wood and had seen her `You are good and early said out of the he dark `Was everything all right `Perfectly easy He shut the gate quietly after her and made a spot of light on the dark ground showing the pallid flowers still standing there open in the night They went on apart in silence `Are you sure you didn hurt yourself this morning with that chair she asked `No no `When you had that pneumonia what did it do to you `Oh nothing it left my heart Not so strong and the lungs not so elastic But it always does that `And you ought not to make violent physical efforts `Not often She plodded on in an angry silence `Did you hate Clifford she said at last `Hate Him no I met too many like him to upset myself hating him I know beforehand I don care for his sort and I let it go at that `What is his sort You know better `Nay than I do The sort of youngish gentleman a bit like a lady and no balls `What balls `Balls A man balls the She pondered this `But is it a question of that she said a little annoyed `You say a man got no brain when he a fool: and no heart when he mean ;and no stomach when he a funker And when he got none of that spunky wild bit of a man in him you say he got no balls When he a sort of tame She pondered this `And is Clifford tame She asked `Tame and nasty with it: like most such fellows when you come up against `And do you think you not tame `Maybe not quite At Length she saw in the distance a yellow light She stood still `There is a light she said `I always leave a light in the house said She went on he again at his side but not touchi Ng him wondering why she was going with him at all He unlocked and they went in he bolting the door behind them As if it were a prison she thought The kettle was singing by the red fire there were cups on the table She sat in the wooden arm-chair by the fire It was warm after the chill outside `I take off my shoes they are wet said She sat with she her stockinged feet on the bright steel fender He went to the pantry bringing food: bread and butter and pressed tongue She was warm: she took off her coat He hung it on the door `Shall you have cocoa or tea or coffee to drink He asked `I don think I want anything she said looking at the table `But you eat `Nay I don care about it I just feed the dog He tramped with a quiet inevitability over the brick floor putting food for the dog in a brown bowl The Spaniel looked up at him anxiously `Ay this is thy supper tha nedna look as if tha wouldna get It Said He set the he bowl on the stairfoot mat and sat himself on a chair by the wall to take off his leggings and boots The dog instead of eating came to him again and sat looking up at him troubled He slowly unbuckled his leggings The dog edged a little nearer `What amiss wi thee then Art upset because there somebody else here Tha a female tha art Go AN eat thy supper He put his hand on her head and the bitch leaned her head sideways against him He slowly softly pulled the long silky ear `There said `There Go he AN Eat thy supper Go He tilted his chair towards the pot on the mat and the dog meekly went and fell to eating `Do you like dogs Connie asked him `No not really They too tame and clinging He had taken off his leggings and was unlacing his heavy boots Connie had turned from the fire How bare the little room was Yet over his head on the wall hung a hideous enlarged photograph o F a young married couple apparently him and a bold-faced young woman no doubt his wife `Is that you Connie asked him He twisted and looked at the enlargement above his head `Ay Taken just afore we Was married when I was twenty-one He looked at it impassively `Do you like it Connie asked him `Like it No I never liked the Thing But she fixed it all up to have it done like He returned to pulling off his boots `If you don like it why do you keep it hanging there Perhaps your wife would like to have it said He looked up she at her with a sudden grin `She carted off iverything as was worth taking from th he said `But she left that `Then why do you keep it For sentimental reasons `Nay I niver look at it I hardly knowed it wor theer It bin theer sin we come to this place `Why don you burn it she said He twisted round again and looked at the enlarged photograph It was fra MEd in a brown-and-gilt frame hideous It showed a clean-shaven alert very young-looking man in a rather high collar and a somewhat plump bold young woman with hair fluffed out and crimped and wearing a dark Satin blouse It wouldn be a bad idea he said He would it Had pulled off his boots and put on a pair of slippers He stood up on the chair and lifted down the photograph It left a big pale place on the greenish wall-paper `No use dusting it now he said setting the thing against the wall He went to the scullery and returned with hammer and pincers Sitting where he had sat before he started to tear off the back-paper from the big frame and to pull out the sprigs that held the backboard in position working with the immediate quiet absorption that was characteristic of him He soon had the nails out: then he pulled out the backboards then the enlargement itself in its solid white mount He looked at the photograph with a Musement `Shows me for what I was a young curate and her for what she was a bully he said `The prig and the bully me `Let Look said Connie He did look indeed very clean-shaven and very clean altogether one of the clean young men of twenty years ago But even in the photograph his eyes were alert and dauntless And the woman was not altogether a bully though her jowl was heavy There was a touch of appeal in her `One never should keep these things said Connie `That one shouldn One should never have them made He broke the cardboard photograph and mount over his knee and when it was small enough put it on the fire `It spoil the fire though said The glass and he the backboard he carefully took upstairs The frame he knocked asunder with a few blows of the hammer making the stucco fly Then he took the pieces into the scullery `We burn that tomorrow he said `There too much plaster-moulding on it Having cleared away he sat down `Did you love your wife She asked him `Love he said `Did you love Sir Clifford But she was not going to be put off `But you cared for her she insisted `Cared He grinned `Perhaps you Care for her now she said `Me His eyes widened `Ah no I can think of her he said quietly But he shook his `Why Head `Then why don you get a divorce She come back to you one day Connie He looked up said at her sharply `She wouldn come within a mile of me She hates me a lot worse than I hate her `You see she come back to you `That she never will That done It would make me Sick to see her `You will see her And you not even legally separated are you `No `Ah well then she come back and you have to take her in He gazed at Connie fixedly Then he gave the queer toss of his head `You might be right I was a fool e Ver to come back here But I felt stranded and had to go somewhere A man a poor bit of a wastrel blown about But you right I get a divorce and get clear I hate those things like death officials and courts and judges But I got to get through with it I get a divorce And she saw his jaw set Inwardly she exulted `I think I will have a cup of tea now said He rose to she make it But his face was set As they sat at table she asked him: `Why did you marry her She was commoner than yourself Mrs Bolton told me about her She could never understand why you married her He looked at her fixedly `I tell you he said `The first girl I had I began with when I was sixteen She was a school-master daughter over at Ollerton pretty beautiful really I was supposed to be a clever sort of young fellow from Sheffield Grammar School with a bit of French and German very much up aloft She was the romantic sort that hated commonness Egged me on to poetry She and reading: in a way she made a man of me I read and I thought like a house on fire for her And I was a clerk in Butterley offices thin white-faced fellow fuming with all the things I read And about everything I talked to her: but everything We talked ourselves into Persepolis and Timbuctoo We were the most literary-cultured couple in ten counties I held forth with rapture to her positively with rapture I simply went up in smoke And she adored me The serpent in the grass was sex She somehow didn have any ;at least not where it supposed to be I got thinner and crazier Then I said we got to be lovers I talked her into it as usual So she let me I was excited and she never wanted it She just didn want it She adored me she loved me to talk to her and kiss her: in that way she had a passion for me But the other she just didn want And there are lots of women like her And it was just the other that I did wa Nt So there we split I was cruel and left her Then I took on with another girl a teacher who had made a scandal by carrying on with a married man and driving him nearly out of his mind She was a soft white-skinned soft sort of a woman older than me and played the fiddle And she was a demon She loved everything about love except the sex Clinging caressing creeping into you in every way: but if you forced her to the sex itself she just ground her teeth and sent out hate I forced her to it and she could simply numb me with hate because of it So I was balked again I loathed all that I wanted a woman who wanted me and wanted it `Then came Bertha Coutts They lived next door to us when I was a little lad so I knew all right And they were common Well Bertha went away to some place or other in Birmingham ;she said as a lady companion ;everybody else said as a waitress or something in a hotel Anyhow just when I was more than fed up wi Th that other girl when I was twenty-one back comes Bertha with airs and graces and smart clothes and a sort of bloom on her: a sort of 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as punch That was what I wanted: a woman who wanted me to fuck her So I fucked her like a good un And I think she despised me a bit for being so pleased about it and bringin her her breakfast in bed sometimes She sort of let things go didn get me a proper dinner when I came home from work and if I said anything flew out at me And I flew back hammer and tongs She flung a cup at me and I took her by the scruff of the neck and squeezed the life out of her That sort of thing But she treated me With insolence And she got so she never have me when I wanted her: never Always put me off brutal as you like And then when she put me right off and I didn want her she come all lovey-dovey and get me And I always went But when I had her she never come off when I did Never She just wait If I kept back for half An hour she keep back longer And when I come and really finished then she start on her own account and I had to stop inside her till she brought herself off wriggling and shouting she clutch clutch with herself down there AN then she come off fair in ecstasy And then she say: That was lovely Gradually I got sick of it: and she got worse She sort of got harder and harder to bring off and she sort of tear at me down there as if it was a beak tearing at me By God you think a woman soft down there like a Fig But I tell you the old rampers have beaks between their legs and they tear at you with it till you sick Self Self Self All self Tearing and shouting They talk about men selfishness but I doubt if it can ever touch a woman blind beakishness once she gone that way Like an old trull And she couldn help It I told her about it I told her how I hated it And she even try She try to lie still and let me work th E business She try But it was no good She got no feeling off it from my working She had to work the thing herself grind her own coffee And it came back on her like a raving necessity she had to let herself go and tear tear tear as if she had no sensation in her except in the top of her beak the very outside top tip that rubbed and tore That how old whores used to be so men used to say It was a low kind of self-will in her a raving sort of self-will: like in a woman who drinks Well in the end I couldn stand it We slept apart She herself had started it in her bouts when she wanted to be clear of me when she said I bossed her She had started having a room for herself But the time came when I wouldn have her coming to my room I wouldn `I hated it And she hated me My God how she hated me before that child was born I often think she conceived it out of hate Anyhow after the child was born I left her alone And then came the war And I joined up And I didn come back till I knew she was with that fellow at Stacks Gate He broke off pale in the face `And what is the man at Stacks Gate like asked Connie `A big baby sort of fellow very low-mouthed She bullies him and they both drink `My word if she came back `My God yes I should just go disappear again There was a silence The pasteboard in the fire had turned to grey ash `So when you did get a woman who wanted you said Connie `you got a bit too much of a good thing `Ay Seems so Yet even then I rather have her than the never-never ones: the white love of my youth and that other poison-smelling lily and the rest `What about the rest said Connie `The rest There is no rest Only to my experience the mass of women are like this: most of them want a man but don want the sex but they put up with it as part of the bargain The more old-fashioned sort just lie there like n Othing and let you go ahead They don mind afterwards: then they like you But the actual thing itself is nothing to them a bit distasteful Add most men like it that way I hate it But the sly sort of women who are like that pretend they not They pretend they passionate and have thrills But it all cockaloopy They make it up Then there the ones that love everything every kind of feeling and cuddling and going off every kind except the natural one They always make you go off when you not in the only place you should be when you go off---Then there the hard sort that are the devil to bring off at all and bring themselves off like my wife They want to be the active party---Then there the sort that just dead inside: but dead: and they know it Then there the sort that puts you out before you really " ;come" ;go on writhing and their loins till they bring themselves off against your thighs But they mostly the Lesbian sort Astonishing how Lesbian women It are consciously or unconsciously Seems to me they nearly all Lesbian `And do you mind asked Connie `I could kill them When I with a woman who really Lesbian I fairly howl in my soul wanting to kill her `And what do you do `Just go away as fast as I can `But do you think Lesbian women any worse than homosexual men `I do Because I suffered more From them In the abstract I no idea When I get with a Lesbian woman whether she knows she one or not I see red No no But I wanted to have Nothing to do with any woman any more I wanted to keep to myself: keep my privacy and my decency He looked pale and his brows were sombre `And were you sorry when I came along she asked `I was sorry and I was glad `And what are you now `I sorry from the outside: all the complications and the ugliness and recrimination that bound to come sooner or later That when My blood sinks and I low But when my blood comes up I glad I even triumphant I was really getting bitter I thought there was no real sex left: never a woman who really " ;come" ;naturally with a man: except black women and somehow well we white men: and they a bit like mud `And now are you glad of me she asked `Yes When I can forget the rest When I can forget the rest I want to get under the table and die Why under the table `Why he laughed `Hide I suppose `You do seem to Baby Have had awful experiences of women she said `You see I couldn fool myself That where most men manage They take an attitude and accept a lie I could never fool myself I knew what I wanted with a woman and I could never say I got it when I hadn `But have you got it now `Looks as if I might have `Then why are you so pale and gloomy ` Bellyful of remembering: and perhaps afraid of myse Lf She sat in silence It was growing late `And do you think it important a man and a woman she asked him `For me it is For me it the core of my life: if I have a right relation with a woman `And if you didn get it `Then I have to do without Again she pondered before she asked: `And do you think you always been right with women `God no I let my wife get To what she was: my fault a good deal I spoilt her And I very mistrustful You have to expect it It takes a lot to make me trust anybody inwardly So perhaps I a fraud too I mistrust And tenderness is not to be mistaken She looked at him `You don mistrust with your body when your blood comes up said `You don mistrust she then do you `No alas That how I got into All the trouble And that why my mind mistrusts so thoroughly `Let your mind mistrust What does it matter Dog sighed with discomfort The on the MA T The ash-clogged fire sank `We are a couple of battered warriors said Connie `Are you battered too he laughed `And here we are returning to the fray `Yes I feel really frightened `Ay He got up and put her shoes to dry and wiped his own and set them near the fire In the morning he would grease them He poked the ash of pasteboard as much as possible out of the fire `Even burnt it filthy said Then he brought he sticks and put them on the hob for the morning Then he went out awhile with the dog When he came back Connie said: `I want to go out too for a minute She went alone into the darkness There were stars overhead She could smell flowers on the night air And she could feel her wet shoes getting wetter again But she felt like going away right away from him and everybody It was chilly She shuddered and returned to the house He was sitting in front of the low fire `Ugh Cold she shuddered He put the sticks on the fire and fetched more till they had a good crackling chimneyful of blaze The rippling running yellow flame made them both happy warmed their faces and their souls `Never mind she said taking his hand as he sat silent and remote `One does one best `Ay He Sighed with a twist of a smile She slipped over to him and into his arms as he sat there before the fire `Forget then whispered `Forget she He held her close in the running warmth of the fire The flame itself was like a forgetting And her soft warm ripe weight Slowly his blood turned and began to ebb back into strength and reckless vigour again `And perhaps the women really wanted to be there and love you properly only perhaps they couldn Perhaps it wasn all their fault said `I know it she Do you think I don know what a broken-backed snake that been trodden on I was myself She clung to him suddenly She had not Wanted to start all this again Yet some perversity had made her `But you not now said `You not that she now: a broken-backed snake that been trodden on `I don know what I am There black days ahead `No she protested clinging to him `Why Why `There black days coming for us all and for everybody he repeated with a prophetic gloom `No You not to say it He was silent But she could feel the black void of despair inside him That was the death of all desire the death of all love: this despair that was like the dark cave inside the men in which their spirit was lost `And you talk so coldly about sex said `You talk as she if you had only wanted your own pleasure and satisfaction She was protesting nervously against him `Nay he said `I wanted to have my pleasure and satisfaction of a woman and I never got it: because I could never get my pleasure and satisfaction of her unless she got hers of M E at the same time And it never happened It takes two `But you never believed in your women You don even believe really in me said `I don know she what believing in a woman means `That it you see Still was curled on She his lap But his spirit was grey and absent he was not there for her And everything she said drove him further `But what do you believe in she insisted `I don know `Nothing like all the men I ever known said They were both she silent Then he roused himself and said: `Yes I do believe in something I believe in being warmhearted I believe especially in being warm-hearted in love in fucking with a warm heart I believe if men could fuck with warm hearts and the women take it warm-heartedly everything would come all right It all this cold-hearted fucking that is death and idiocy `But you don fuck me cold-heartedly she protested I don want to fuck you at all My he Art as cold as cold potatoes just now `Oh she said kissing him mockingly `Let have them saut é esHe laughed and sat erect `It a fact he said `Anything for a bit of warm-heartedness But the women don like it Even you don really like it You like good sharp piercing cold-hearted fucking and then pretending it all sugar Where your tenderness for me You as suspicious of me as a cat is of a dog I tell you it takes two even to be tender and warm-hearted You love fucking all right: but you want it to be called something grand and mysterious just to flatter your own self-importance Your own self-importance is more to you fifty times more than any man or being together with a man `But that what I say of you Your own self-importance is everything to you `Ay Very well then he said moving as if he wanted to rise `Let keep apart then I rather die than do any more cold-hearted fucking She slid a Way from him and he stood up `And do you think I want it She said `I hope you don he replied `But anyhow you go to bed AN I sleep down here She looked at him He was pale his brows were sullen he was as distant in recoil as the cold pole Men were all alike `I can go home till morning she said `No Go to bed It a Quarter to one `I certainly won said He went across she and picked up his boots `Then I go out he said He began to put on his boots She stared at him `Wait faltered `Wait she What Come between us He was bent over lacing his boot and did not reply The moments passed A dimness came over her like a swoon All her consciousness died and she stood there wide-eyed looking at him from the unknown knowing nothing any more He looked up because of the silence and saw her wide-eyed and lost And as if a wind tossed him he got up and hobbled over to her one shoe off an D one shoe on and took her in his arms pressing her against his body which somehow felt hurt right through And there he held her and there she remained Till his hands reached blindly down and felt for her and felt under the clothing to where she was smooth and warm `Ma lass he murmured `Ma little Lass Dunna let light Dunna let niver light I love thee AN Th touch on thee Dunna argue wi me Dunna Dunna Dunna Let be together She lifted her face and looked at him `Don be upset said steadily `It no she good being upset Do you really want to be together with me She looked with wide steady eyes into his face He stopped and went suddenly still turning his face aside All his body went perfectly still but did not withdraw Then he lifted his head and looked into her eyes with his odd faintly mocking grin saying: `Ay-ay Let be together on oath `But really she said her eyes filling with tears `Ay reall Y Heart AN belly AN cock He still smiled faintly down at her with the flicker of irony in his eyes and a touch of bitterness She was silently weeping and he lay with her and went into her there on the hearthrug and so they gained a measure of equanimity And then they went quickly to bed for it was growing chill and they had tired each other out And she nestled up to him feeling small and enfolded and they both went to sleep at once fast in one sleep And so they lay and never moved till the sun rose over the wood and day was beginning Then he woke up and looked at the light The curtains were drawn He listened to the loud wild calling of blackbirds and thrushes in the wood It would be a brilliant morning about half past five his hour for rising He had slept so fast It was such a new Day The woman was still curled asleep and tender His hand moved on her and she opened her blue wondering eyes smiling unconsciously into his face `Are you awake she said to him He was looking into her eyes He smiled and kissed her And suddenly she roused and sat up `Fancy that I am here she said She looked round the whitewashed little bedroom with its sloping ceiling and gable window where the white curtains were closed The room was bare save for a little yellow-painted chest of drawers and a chair: and the smallish white bed in which she lay with him `Fancy that we are here she said looking down at him He was lying watching her stroking her breasts with his fingers under the thin nightdress When he was warm and smoothed out he looked young and handsome His eyes could look so warm And she was fresh and young like a flower `I want to take this off she said gathering the thin Batiste nightdress and pulling it over her head She sat there with bare shoulders and longish breasts faintly golden He loved to make her breasts swing softly like bells `You must ta Ke off your pyjamas too she said `Eh nay `Yes Yes she commanded And he took off his old cotton pyjama-jacket and pushed down the trousers Save for his hands and wrists and face and neck he was white as milk with fine slender muscular flesh To Connie he was suddenly piercingly beautiful again as when she had seen him that afternoon washing himself Gold of sunshine touched the closed white curtain She felt it wanted to come in `Oh do let draw the curtains The birds are singing So Do let the sun in said He slipped out she of bed with his back to her naked and white and thin and went to the window stooping a little drawing the curtains and looking out for a moment The back was white and fine the small buttocks beautiful with an exquisite delicate manliness the 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