Suppressing Feral Behavior

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[13:40] * Brink 's flame grows as his family comes back into view.... the flame now has a steady warm glow to it... it's size is that of an elemental orb now.... his focus stays however as he hears shrouded speak with Ness

[13:40] * Ness sighs

[13:40] <Shrouded> No concern to you, however.

[13:41] * Lkeas raises her arm out in front of her as she imagines the sea foam brushing against her cheeks, and uses the sensation of the flowing ocean to direct her energy towards her arm. This time the spark is only slightly hampered at her wrist and slides upwards towards her palm after only a few moments.

[13:41] * Korban[gone] is now known as Korban[reallygonesostoptryingt

[13:41] <Shrouded> ( brb )

[13:41] * Ness rolls his eyes "By the time they decide they need me, Ixnion will be a god."

[13:41] * Mobuis dispells his ice sword as he notices he is out of view of the abode. He sits down next to a tree and crosses his hands.

[13:42] * Korban[reallygonesostoptryingt is now known as FatCat

[13:42] * Brink 's flame is now that of a large rock as he stretches his arms outward allpwing the flame to grow even more without burning him

[13:42] <Brink> *allowing

[13:43] * Lkeas keeps taking deep, regular breaths as she pushes the energy out of her fingertip and the tiny flame manifests itself, hovering slightly above.

[13:44] * Brink hears the slight flicker and opens his one eye and sees Lkeas and her small flame.... he admires the quick progress she's made and returns to his focus

[13:45] * FatCat is now known as Korban[phone]

[13:46] <Shrouded> Where is Brink?

[13:46] * Korban[phone] is now known as Korban

[13:46] * ComputaFreak creates a small but exquisitely comfortable bed and begins to rest

[13:47] * Brink here's his name and recognizes Shrouded's voice.... he smiles and returns to his memory

[13:47] <Ness> Teaching Lkeas

[13:47] <Shrouded> Where?

[13:48] * Mobuis mumbles at the climate, and he punches the ground. Ice begins to cover the ground where he hit, and spreads out. It creeps forward, covering the plants, part of the tree, and the grass all around him. He smiles slightly, "Much better."

[13:48] * Lkeas concentrates on keeping her muscles relaxed, trying to conserve energy as she keeps the flame alight. She recalls another of Ioci's poems that he recited during one of their walks along the shore.

[13:51] * Shrouded walks outside

[13:52] * Ness has quit IRC (Ping timeout)

[13:52] * Korban is now known as OutOfMyMind

[13:52] * Brink smiles slightly as the memory of his sons Birthday comes to view... he grins as his son exclaims he's "I'm thwee years owld!!!" over and over again.... he hugs his wife his memory and remembers the warmth of his wife son's and daughter's love.... a tear appears in his right eye... he smiles and returns to the sounds around him and the memory

[13:53] * OutOfMyMind is now known as FullMoon

[13:53] * Brink smiles again and checks on Lkeas from his one of his eyes... he smiles yet again at her progress and returns to his own memory

[13:54] * ComputaFreak blocks his magic supply to avoid any disturbances and goes to sleep

[13:55] * Shrouded reaches where Brink and Lkeas are training and quietly watches

[13:55] * Lkeas keeps the flame flickering steadily for a few more moments, then notices Brink checking up on her and tilts her head slightly. She whispers to him. "What should I be doing now?"

[13:56] * FullMoon is now known as uglyfroginalittlehat

[13:56] * Mobuis naps quietly, as his ice patch grows outward slowly.

[13:57] * uglyfroginalittlehat is now known as Korban

[13:57] * Serah has joined #darkabode

[13:57] * Reality sets mode: +v Serah

[13:57] * Serah is now known as ZLOK

[13:58] * Brink smiles..."Stay calm and try to focus the flame and memory at once... then fuse the two and cast from you... then embrace by breathing it back in.... just aproach it and breath near it.... you should consume it as it turns back into energy as it nears you.... once an anergy leaves your presence it often becomes energy once rembraced... if you can do as i instructed you are truly gifted... i think you can do this"

[13:59] <Brink> "Oh breath in not out otherwise the energy is destroyed as it is cast further from you"

[13:59] * Brink demonstrates

[14:00] * Lkeas watches Brink as she keeps some concentration on maintaining her little flame.

[14:00] * Brink casts his flame away from him... it stays in open air... he then aproaches it and comes within half an inch of the flame with his mouth.. he breaths inward and the flame enters him and is no more... "It's easy.. just maintain focus..."

[14:01] * Shrouded holds up his hand, and with some time, manages to form a small flame, barely as big as the one Lkeas has

[14:01] * Lkeas 's eyes widen. "That looked dangerous.."

[14:02] * Mobuis opens an eye as he notices his ice patch has grown quite large, and waves a hand. The ice slowly fades into water and evaporates as Mobuis stands and heads back to the abode.

[14:02] * Brink hears the flicker and turns slightly noticing that Shrouded is behind them... he smiles but doesn't tell Lkeas so that she can maintain focus and not get distracted as he just did

[14:02] * Ness has joined #darkabode

[14:02] * Reality sets mode: +o Ness

[14:02] * Lkeas looks back at her hand, hesitantly.

[14:03] * ComputaFreak gets out of bed, not being able to sleep. The magic returns instantly

[14:03] * Brink smiles..."It's not... you however might want to stay an inch or so away... then breath inwoard strongly... otherwise it could result in a burn... but still just maintain focus... and as you breath keep calm otherwise it's transfer back to energy might not succeed... if anything happens i'll step in

[14:04] * Shrouded snaps, and the flame grows to a larger fireball, and wisps away

[14:05] * Brink hears the snap and shoots a small fire ball discretely at Shrouded... (shoots with hand behind his back....)

[14:05] * Brink smiles and controls the flame and aims it at his feet

[14:05] * Shrouded smacks the fireball back at Brink

[14:05] <Brink> (his is the Shrouded's feet not mine)

[14:06] * Brink smacks the ball to the ground again without turning

[14:06] <Amilara> Flinging balls of fire in a forest is ill advised

[14:06] <Amilara> Exceedingly Ill Advised

[14:06] * Lkeas nods slowly, although she appears to be a bit nervous. She closes her eyes to try to slow her heartrate once more, bringing the shore to the forefront of her mind and imagining the life teeming within the tidepools. Her eyes flit open though as she hears a familiar voice.

[14:06] * Mobuis walks back into the Abode, and jumps onto the wall. He kicks off the wall at and angle and plants his feet on the ceiling, which hold onto the ceiling.

[14:06] <ComputaFreak> "Do you know how annoying that is?"

[14:06] <>Ambiance<> The ground begins to smolder where the fireball was last hit....

[14:06] <Lkeas> Amilara?

[14:07] * Brink smiles... at Lkeas... ti was close... we'll try again later

[14:07] * Lkeas whips her head around in alarm and loses her focus completely as she leaps away from the fire.

[14:07] * Shrouded creates a small black dome, encasing the smoldering ground hoping to suffocate it

[14:07] * ComputaFreak spawns ice on top of the smoldering fire. The ice melts and extinguishes the fire

[14:07] <Shrouded> ( It's in a dome, you can't put ice init. )

[14:08] <Amilara> One wonders if one takes such care of all of the places in which they are guests

[14:08] <Shrouded> I hoped to have left the place in the same condition as when I came.

[14:08] * Brink smiles and turns to to shrouded.... "You idiot.... if she lost ocus because of you i would... i would.... just don't come to this doing again

[14:09] <Shrouded> If I'm an idiot why did you send a ball of fire into the ground, which is CLEARLY flammable?

[14:09] * Lkeas frowns and stuffs her hands in her pockets, looking rather uncomfortable. "I apologize, Amilara, this is partly my fault..."

[14:10] * Korban is now known as DocPhil

[14:10] * DocPhil is now known as Oprah

[14:11] * LB|AFK is now known as LordBarrius

[14:11] * Brink smiles... you think i didn't know that you would encase it in one of those domes.... i'm not a fool.... i would not have done it to harm you but to warn you now.... why did you ask Ness where i was... what attempt or question do you want ot do or ask this time"

[14:11] <Shrouded> I'm not against you, Brink.

[14:12] <Shrouded> I in face wish to help you.

[14:12] * Oprah is now known as DocPhil

[14:12] <Shrouded> But it seems you don't have free time.

[14:12] <Shrouded> So I thought I would observe and practice a bit myself.

[14:12] * DocPhil is now known as Korban

[14:12] * Brink smiles...."If you wanted to induce insanity on me then what else am i supposed to think"

[14:12] * Korban is now known as Korbansson

[14:13] * Korbansson is now known as Korban

[14:13] * Brink stands and takes a stance to summon something but he resists the urge to be overcome by anger and dismisses the stance"

[14:13] * Korban is now known as Korban[away]

[14:13] <Shrouded> Brink, when you get free time.

[14:13] * Mobuis yawns from his position on the ceiling.

[14:14] <Shrouded> I wish to help you overcome said insanity.

[14:14] <Brink> yes

[14:14] * Brink smiles... i have free time right now Shrouded

[14:14] <Shrouded> But it will not be easy.

[14:14] <Shrouded> To rise to the surface you must first dive in.

[14:15] * Ness has quit IRC (Ping timeout)

[14:16] * Brink truns into the abode and grabs his sword...."I will induce my insanity know if you want to help me.... and the analogy explaines that i most lkely must do so.... Lkeas.... please... if i am at falt for almost hurting someone or even if i come close to that play the flute.... and slap me sensless when i make it back to sanity"

[14:17] <Shrouded> I will keep you from harming anybody

[14:17] * Lkeas chuckles. "That's why I put it in my pocket, Brink.."

[14:17] * Brink smiles at both of them and begins to induce his insanity

[14:17] <Shrouded> Hold it.

[14:17] <Shrouded> Lkeas, you have two options.

[14:17] * Brink engulfs his hand in white fire and engulfs his blade as well

[14:18] <Shrouded> Leave us alone, and return, or stay here, and have the flute at the ready.

[14:18] * Lkeas frowns. "Why would I take the first option?"

[14:18] <Shrouded> If you get harmed...

[14:18] * Brink swings at the heavens and his eyes turn wolven...

[14:19] <Amilara> No one is going to be harmed as there will be noone engaging in activity which might result in that outcome

[14:19] <Shrouded> Very well, Amilare.

[14:19] * Brink swings again and his eyes glow brighter with wolven instinct

[14:19] <Amilara> I will stop any who do so

[14:19] <Shrouded> Amilara*

[14:19] * Brink smiles...

[14:19] <Shrouded> Now Brink.

[14:19] <Shrouded> Try to control it.

[14:19] * Brink 's eyes glow bright and he turns feral

[14:19] <Shrouded> Take what makes you insane and fight it with the will that you need to defend your friends.

[14:20] * Brink drops his blade and stands still

[14:20] <Shrouded> Keep yourself in control, always know what is going to hapen.

[14:20] <Shrouded> You are your own master, don't give in to your bloodl

[14:20] <Shrouded> blood.*

[14:20] * Lkeas watches Brink closely, taking the flute out of her pocket and positioning her fingers.

[14:20] * Brink jerks back and forth as his insanity fights his common sense of protection

[14:20] <Shrouded> Brink, stay calm.

[14:21] * Amilara drops to the ground

[14:21] <Shrouded> I'm going to ask you a question, and you need to answer me as clearly as you can.

[14:21] * Amilara gestures at Brink forcefully

[14:21] * Brink 's hand raises but then drops as he fights the urge

[14:21] <Shrouded> What is the name of your student?

[14:21] <Shrouded> Amilara...

[14:22] * Shrouded jumps between Amilara and Brink

[14:22] * Lkeas frowns and backs away as the Brilhado lands.

[14:22] <>Ambiance<> A strange keening wail fills the abode

[14:22] <Brink> L...K...E....A...S.... she is my stu... dent

[14:22] * Ness has joined #darkabode

[14:22] * Reality sets mode: +o Ness

[14:22] <Shrouded> Good.

[14:22] <Shrouded> Lkeas, the flute.

[14:22] * Brink smiles slightly

[14:22] * LordBarrius awakens to the sound of the wail and glances around worriedly.

[14:22] <Lkeas> I...

[14:22] <Shrouded> Lkeas!

[14:22] * Lkeas nods and begins playing one of the songs she'd been rehearsing.

[14:23] * Korban[away] is now known as Korban

[14:23] * Shrouded turns to face Brink

[14:23] * Korban sits up straight.

[14:23] * Lkeas shivers unconsciously as she hears the keening wail but tries to focus on the notes..

[14:23] <Shrouded> ( What exactly does keening mean? )

[14:23] * ComputaFreak seals his ears to prevent undue damage

[14:23] * Brink feels extremely cold and begins to shake

[14:24] <Korban> Did any other just hear that?

[14:24] * Shrouded crouches down and holds Brink, lowering him to the ground slowly

[14:24] <Shrouded> You'll be fine, Brink.

[14:24] <Shrouded> Just stay calm.

[14:24] * Wrakigink|SF wkes up

[14:24] * ComputaFreak unseals his ears

[14:24] * Brink loses energy and returns to normal

[14:24] <Shrouded> ( Flcn > Wkes )

[14:25] <Shrouded> Good...

[14:25] <Wrakigink|SF> ((keening high pitched liek a really high pitched wail))

[14:25] <Shrouded> ( Ew. )

[14:25] <Korban> ((you guys still training?))

[14:25] <Shrouded> ( What bothers me is that Wes knows that, and I don't >.>;

[14:25] <Shrouded> )

[14:25] <Wrakigink|SF> ((im a human dictionary))

[14:25] <Korban> ((I mean are you still outside where you were training.))

[14:25] * Lkeas trails off her playing and lowers her arms, watching the three of them, rather concerned.

[14:25] <Shrouded> ( What does Spiflicated mean? )

[14:26] * Korban jumps up without question,and tkes the feral form of an alpha wolf,then with jet speed runs toward the training grounds where the group of four are clearly seen.

[14:26] <Wrakigink|SF> ((Checking databases.....))

[14:26] <Wrakigink|SF> ((word not found.))

[14:26] <Korban> takes*

[14:26] <Shrouded> ( Heh. )

[14:26] <Shrouded> ( That's 'cause Waterman made it up! )

[14:26] <Wrakigink|SF> ((eliminating Shrouded.))

[14:26] * Shrouded turns to Amilara

[14:27] <Shrouded> Would you please end this sound?

[14:27] <Shrouded> Before I lose conciousness?

[14:27] * Korban turns to Lkeas and says with a low grumbling voice,"what's going on,you alright?"

[14:28] <ComputaFreak> "Do you want your ears blocked to that frequency?"

[14:28] <Amilara> That will prove impossible

[14:28] <Shrouded> Impossible?

[14:28] <Shrouded> What do you mean?

[14:28] <Amilara> This noise is audible even to the deaf

[14:28] * Lkeas tucks the flute back into her cargo pocket and scratches her head. "Yeah.. just... my mind is racing.."

[14:28] <Shrouded> Oh...

[14:28] * Shrouded staggers a bit, "Could you please stop it?"

[14:28] * Ness looks around

[14:29] <Amilara> And it has happened because you have gotten in the way of the effect.

[14:29] <Amilara> Were I able to make contact it would have been silent

[14:29] <Amilara> People however like to make grand stupid gestures

[14:29] <Lkeas> What was the effect supposed to do?

[14:29] * Korban winces a bit at the sound,his canine hearing amplifying the effects.

[14:29] <Amilara> It did what it was supposed to do

[14:29] <Shrouded> Heh...

[14:30] * Shrouded falls to a knee, clearly disoriented

[14:30] * Amilara gestures and the noise ceases

[14:30] <Shrouded> Thank you.

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[14:30] * Reality sets mode: +v Rimblade

[14:31] * Lkeas frowns and looks at Brink. "Then.. it wasn't the flute that time..?"

[14:31] * ComputaFreak blinks several times

[14:31] * Korban takes his usual form,uncertain still of what is going on.

[14:31] * LordBarrius shudders a bit, thankful the wail has ceased, and glances around the common room a bit more before laying back again.

[14:32] * Brink hears her... it was both my friend... i can now control my anger... you need...... not fear the other feral form of me any longer.... the flute will come in handy if i get to anry and just get mad... it will still stop me

[14:32] * Wrakigink|SF is now known as Wrakigink

[14:33] <Shrouded> Such progress...

[14:33] * Shrouded grins, and lies down

[14:33] * Mobuis sighs.

[14:33] <Rimblade> You really do like speaking oddly, don't you? What manner of world did you pop out of, anyway?

[14:33] * ComputaFreak tremles fractionally and walks over to a corner "Excuse me one moment"

[14:34] <ComputaFreak> *trembles

[14:35] * Brink stands and looks at shrouded.... if not for you i'd go insane and end up hurting... thankyou... and the progress.... my people are quick learners....

[14:35] <Wrakigink> ((Brink can you use "" for talking in your emotes?))

[14:36] * Rimblade remains unimpressed, and more than a little confused by Brink's odd elipsis drawl.

[14:36] <Brink> ((i'll try sometimes i forget sorry Wraki))

[14:36] <Korban> Yes annoying isn't it?

[14:36] * Lkeas turns to Amilara. "Are you sure it's safe to be seen around us? We're often watched, you know.."

[14:36] * ComputaFreak returns to the main corner

[14:36] * Mobuis has quit IRC (Drowned: Chatzilla 0.9.77 :[Firefox 2.0.0.2/2007021917])

[14:36] * Korban nods.

[14:37] * Shrouded lies on his back, his fingers entwined on his stomach, resting peacefully

[14:37] * Brink smile at Amilara.... "i approve of caution and.... thankyou.... the flute helepd but what you did did as well"

[14:37] * Amilara gestures and looks at Lkeas.

[14:38] * Brink smiles at Amilara and walks into the abode... taking his corner as usual

[14:38] <Amilara> the answer to the implied but anasked question is that I used exactly what it looks like I used and what you think that I used

[14:38] <Ness> Er...perhaps I'm slow

[14:38] <Ness> Unasked question?

[14:39] * ComputaFreak dips into a stream of energy and vanishes

[14:39] * Lkeas shivers. "Is he contagious?"

[14:39] <Rimblade> Now Ness, settle, good lad. It would appear that they're simply going through another period of upheaval. Nothing to worry at.

[14:39] * ComputaFreak has quit IRC (Vanished: "Very pressing matter. S.o.W")

[14:40] <Amilara> He would have been if you touched him while it was in effect... However you would have hardly found my direction of such a talent remotely like that of anyone else

[14:40] <Lkeas> I see.

[14:40] <Amilara> You need to be aware that that ability is not itself sentient. It requires sentient direction.

[14:41] <Lkeas> Yes, that makes sense, now that you mention it..

[14:41] <Shrouded> So Amilara, what have you come for today?

[14:41] <Shrouded> Just to relax?

[14:42] <Amilara> I live in this forest

[14:42] <Shrouded> You do?

[14:42] * Brink smiles Rim.... "My world is known as Le Monde agir en mediateur de Tome'

[14:42] <Amilara> I have come for nothing....

[14:42] <Shrouded> I can honestly say I did not know that.

[14:42] <Shrouded> My apologies.

[14:42] * Lkeas glances at Shrouded. "He came because you and Brink were having a tiff with fireballs.."

[14:43] <Shrouded> I had no harmful intent.

[14:43] <Amilara> The fireballs did cause me to "Land" and offer comment

[14:44] <Amilara> I have heard whispers that several of you know my Father....

[14:44] <Shrouded> Diviara?

[14:44] * Lkeas nods. "Yes, we've had quite a few run-ins with him."

[14:44] <Lkeas> Which is why I asked whether it was safe of you to be seen with us..

[14:44] <Amilara> I have also heard whispers that several of you hold the delusion that he like my uncle and myself has turned aside his ways... and is "redeemed"

[14:45] <Ness> Uncle?

[14:45] <Lkeas> Giliara, Ness.

[14:45] <Amilara> You need to be very careful. While the Lord of Light may in fact be willing to accept his return and his actions may indicate as much

[14:45] <Shrouded> You think otherwise

[14:45] <Amilara> My father has not accepted any such redemption

[14:45] <Shrouded> ?

[14:45] <Wrakigink> Amilara. when you are done may i ask you something.

[14:45] <Amilara> And I believe his actions prove that as well

[14:46] <Amilara> He followed orders as given without question.

[14:46] <Amilara> He DID have a choice

[14:46] <Amilara> So the fact remains that his redemption is far from anything to be trusted. Likely everything he did was deception.

[14:46] <Lkeas> I see... I've been wondering, when he was ill, there was a rain of burning feathers.. but I heard that was around the same time as something that involved you as well..

[14:46] <Shrouded> I can't believe that.

[14:47] <Shrouded> Falerin's analog threw Useless through a wall.

[14:47] <Shrouded> Diviara came, a look on his face CLEARLY concern.

[14:47] * Shrouded stands, facing Amilara, "Explain that."

[14:47] <Shrouded> ( Bad move )

[14:48] * LordBarrius is now known as LB|AFK

[14:51] <Wrakigink> amilara can i ask you something

[14:52] <Wrakigink> why does your uncles name, your name, and your fathers name all end with Ara?

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[14:55] <Korban> Oh,well that would be a question of importance wouldn't it?

[14:56] * Lkeas is now known as Lkeas[lunch]

[14:56] * Lkeas has left IRC

[14:56] * Lkeas[lunch] is on IRC

[14:56] * Korban is now known as Korban[away]

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[15:04] * Reality sets mode: +ao Jeice Jeice

[15:11] * LB|AFK is now known as LordBarrius

[15:12] * Rimblade has quit IRC (Vanished: )

[15:12] * Brink has quit IRC (Ping timeout)

[15:13] * Korban[away] is now known as Korban

[15:14] * Korban is now known as Korban[away]

[15:14] <Amilara> When I was twelve my mother was injured in a raid on a village. Her wing was broken beyond natural healing. Her use in military application was gone. My father was in tears over my mothers injury. He sobbed outright and so all of us including my mother believed in his genuine concern. My mother got close to him again. Eventually sharing his bed again. My mother was brutally murdered in her sleep one of each wing torn off and thrown to my brother and I as a symb

[15:15] <Elaith> ((Cutoff at symb))

[15:15] <Shrouded> Murdered?

[15:15] <Shrouded> By Diviara?

[15:16] <Shrouded> ...

[15:16] * Falerin has left IRC

[15:16] <Jeice> That is horrible...

[15:16] * Falerin is on IRC

[15:17] <Shrouded> Deception...

[15:18] <>Ambiance<> As a symbol and warning.

[15:18] <Amilara> My brother killed himself the next day

[15:19] * Jeice grimaces.

[15:19] <Amilara> I lived with my father for numerous years and followed the warning...

[15:19] <Amilara> Ultimately when my uncle contacted us.... and my father began calling him cousin did I rebell

[15:20] <Amilara> I believe that suited my father fine. As now he could claim to have never been married or having had children

[15:20] <Shrouded> That is... unforgivable...

[15:20] <Amilara> All of which were like much of his family failures and he could absolve himself of that

[15:20] <Amilara> Especially given his position in the army.

[15:21] <Shrouded> Army.

[15:21] <Amilara> My father is a master of manipulation and false illusion

[15:21] <Shrouded> The`Galin's army.

[15:21] <Shrouded> Do you like your father, at all?

[15:21] <Shrouded> If he died, how would you react?

[15:21] <Amilara> I love my father. I look forward to the day of his death.

[15:21] <Shrouded> ...

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* Looking up Stan user info...

[15:22] * Shrouded stares at Amilara, his eyes glinting orange

[15:22] <Shrouded> You vex me, Amilara.

[15:22] <Stan> Yes. Actually found it this time...

[15:22] <Shrouded> I'll do whatever I can to help.

[15:22] <Amilara> I vex you? Why because I love the man?

[15:22] <Amilara> He is my father. How else would I feel.

[15:23] <Shrouded> I never was shown love by my father.

[15:23] <Stan> Huh. This could be difficult.

[15:23] <Shrouded> I never loved him.

[15:23] <Shrouded> He was a bitter and cold bastard.

[15:23] <Jeice> Situations don't always make sense to others.

[15:23] <Shrouded> But he never killed my mother.

[15:23] <Stan> Uhm...is there a Lkeas in here?

[15:23] <Amilara> My father was rarely cold. He was a man of extreme passions.

[15:23] <Shrouded> ( She's AFK )

[15:24] <Stan> ((Bah.))

[15:24] <Shrouded> Just the example I'm making.

[15:24] <Shrouded> Your father showed the illusion of loving your mother.

[15:24] <Shrouded> Then he killed her.

[15:24] <Shrouded> And you can say he wasn't cold?

[15:24] <Amilara> I also believe you a Liar. I might as well tell you now. The only persons I have ever been found can trully claim to have never felt for their fathers are those who never knew them

[15:24] <Shrouded> ...

[15:24] <Stan> Well, might as well wait.

[15:24] <Amilara> Any individual raised in the shadow of their parent seeks their parents approval....

[15:25] <Amilara> That seeking is reflective of love.... even if twisted

[15:25] <Amilara> And even if the effort is completely futile

[15:25] * Shrouded stands, silent, a dim orange glow in his eyes, "You call me a liar?"

[15:25] <Shrouded> Would you kill your own father?

[15:26] <Amilara> In a heartbeat

[15:26] * Shrouded averts his gaze to the floor

[15:27] <Amilara> For in addition to loving my father... I hate him... with the burning fire of 10000 burning stars

[15:27] <Amilara> Love and Hate are mirrors

[15:27] * Stan fidgets uncomfortably. "My...so much anger in here..."

[15:28] * Shrouded glares at Stan, "May I help you?"

[15:28] <Amilara> I also know that death will set him free... and if he does not die he will be uncreated. Something I must stop at all costs...

[15:28] * Namegduf_Live is now known as NL_Away

[15:28] <Shrouded> Can one dead not be uncreated?

[15:29] * Stan looks at Shrouded. "I was told to come here and find someone named Lkeas, but she doesn't appear to be here."

[15:29] <Amilara> Only if The'Galin can get to the soul itself and uncreate it as well...

[15:29] <Jeice> ((My characters can't really comment on this subject... Although I could.  :/ ))

[15:29] <Amilara> It is why uncreation of the Forsaken is difficult

[15:29] <Shrouded> I knew a man who was uncreated.

[15:30] <Amilara> And the soul of my father will never make it to The'Galin's hand

[15:30] <Stan> Uhm...wouldn't his being uncreated make you unable to recall him?

[15:30] <Shrouded> Who will kill your father?

[15:30] <Shrouded> There are two kinds of uncreation, if you will.

[15:30] <Shrouded> One where you remember the uncreated, the second where you don't.

[15:30] <Amilara> If my father were fully uncreated I would be uncreated in the process....

[15:30] * NL_Away is now known as Namegduf_Live

[15:31] <Amilara> As his offspring I may not exist if he does not

[15:31] <Amilara> I return later

[15:31] * Amilara flies off