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Ah, said my peace/piece/something, but thought I'd add this, now that I think of it-
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OKAY
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To basically clarify things, because of either the times I've been on break from the game, or because of my erratic sleeping habits, I've missed a lot. The wiki only explains some stuff, in technicality, and asking someone for details isn't all too helpful for me, either. The dimension split for one is something I'm lost on, as all I can think of is Chrono Cross {FATE tried killing Serge by drowning him, but Kidd intervened by going to the past and saving him, so the timeline was split into two, Home and Another World [and in Another World, basically, is the 'true' dimension, where Serge dies]}. Well, that, and an odd feeling of deja vu, cause I swear I had something like this in one of my games before this came up in Kokoro or at least talked about the idea in general. And, uh...I can't think of anywhere else this concept of a dimension split based on the actions of certain people came from.
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Uh...I think I'll sit out of the game til after the current plot arch or whatever you call it O: I know that Char's birthday's coming up on the 7th, but I don't think anyone knows it ICly, xD; And besides, I really would hope people have the sense of mind to stay away from her, anyways. If the gal can humiliate Adolph for years on end on his birthday, I'd hate to imagine what she plans for her own birthday, xD;
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The main problem this past month or so is that I have a lot of character-centric plots I want to do, whether on my own RPG board for KC, or with more than one person in an active chat. Thalia's plot is very much something I'm itching to do, as ICly, she's been searching for Lucius for years, and, before it was retconned, she technically didn't start working as a scientist until she was informed of his 'death'. Of course, my characters are either relatively new or don't have all that many connections to already established characters, as they haven't done anything to earn such or actively sought them out. Add to that the fact that Kokoro already has an current plot going on, and there's not much legroom to work in a sideplot. Also throw in the fact that I'm not as active as other members, and the end result generally is that my characters wind up only interacting for a short period of time with whoever's thrown in to interact with them for the meantime or whoever is around and isn't already doing something.
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Prolly post something at the KC boards, for the KC peeps interested, xD; Haven't finished Adolph's birthday thread from last October, but I think it's already been established that we threw continuity out the window for the sake of everyone's erratic schedules and having characters meet already, xD;
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Kokoro is a fun game, yes yes. You guys are awesome, the fact that nobody's formed a lynch mob against me yet is amazing, etc. But as I've said, like, a million times above, I'm so lost and confused, and feeling overall left out of the loop {accidentally or intentionally}. This kinda goes towards the boards, too, even though I get that you guys can only reply to so many threads at a time, and whatnot, and you might feel you're already in enough. I dunno. I just feel really small and insignifigant, even though I know what happens when I try to do otherwise. DD:
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Uh...in the meantime, I'll just fiddle with Thalia's page, xD;. Still at a deadend what to do about rewriting her past to include what I know now, though, xD;. But on the other hand, I've been playing Faye for over three years, and I still can't tell people what her past/mythbase is, xD;, so this is nothing new.
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I want to say that I just need a break from the chat, that I'd love it {and encourage it} if people would do one on one IM RPs with me {though they'd have to IM me. past experience taught Tsu not to IM people asking to RP with her}. At the same time, part of me is screaming to just finally get out of the game if this problem keeps coming up, that now that I don't have any ties to the plot or any major characters, it's my chance to leave. I'd say something like "VOTE NOW, PLZ", but that's rather ridiculous, given that I think we all know the decision is mine alone.
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OH. AND LYRICSPAM.
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Anyways, for the meantime, don't send me chat invites. I do kinda want to do one on one RP with people {like, really really want to do it, especially now that I typed up Thalia's bio and rewrote it to fit the plot rewhipe that occured in the game she was in}, so you could IM me at either tehtsuchan or the other sn {mayashroedinger} and I'll see if I want to do it. In terms of talking about Kokoro, ah...well, I don't want to hear why I should stay or leave, really. And, well, if you don't want to play with me, okay then D:
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If I hadn't already changed my userpage, I'd put up lyrics to Todos Me Miran, xD; And I was just channel surfing, too, when I saw the video
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I mean, if you're reading this and are all "omg stop making assumptions" about anything I've said, like about that one thing up thar, uh...well, I'd at least like to not hear about it in angry rant format? Dunno what you guys watch or play that explores the concept of alternate timelines and dimensions, but uh...I was fairly sure last time I checked I was the only one to play Chrono Cross. Chrono Trigger, maybe, but that's about traveling time to ultimately stop an event from occuring.
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SO WHAT'S THE WORST THAT I CAN SAY~ THINGS ARE BETTER IF I STAY~ SO LONG AND GOODNIGHT, SO LONG AND GOODNIIIIIGHT~ *dragged away*
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--[[User:Tsu|Tsu]] 19:11, 5 February 2007 (EST)
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And, uh...like I said, I'm not doing this for attention or pity, and I'm not doing this because I'm some immature brat who wants to get her way. {I'm the eldest member, anyways O: } It's just that this conflict keeps coming up, and I'm not sure if another break will help or if I need to get out of the game altogether.
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== Q&A with Tsu ==
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To sum it up, with rainbow text, even
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===Why did you occasionally spam your own pages?===
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I did it for the lulz. Seriously, though? It was because I was convinced that I was going to leave, and therefore wouldn't need my pages up anymore. Obviously, I keep deciding not to leave, but this is now, that was then. I thought I'd leave and go out with a bang, or something.
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--[[User:Tsu|Tsu]] 04:19, 4 February 2007 (EST)
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===What's with you and this age thing?===
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I'm commonly mistaken for being much younger than I am, so it gives me a warm fuzzy feeling deep inside to know that I'm the oldest here, even if I wasn't around since the start. Er...I mean, I'm mistaken for being younger, and the members here acknowledge that I'm 22. <strike>even though I act like an insane thirteen year old at times</strike>
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Okay, since I don't feel comfortable explaining this on AIM, and don't want to incite an argument, here goes-
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===Why are your characters/Kingdom Chronicles in general so complicated/confusing?===
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Whether this is just for another few months like last time, or it's permanent, I'm taking my exit from Kokoro. I get that it's a fun game, that everyone loves it, etc, but right now, it's not for me. In fact, as of late, the game's been bringing out my bad roleplaying habits all over again. I'm completely lost as to what's going on, who so and so is or why this and that is occuring, the wiki is NOT all that informative to me as to filling in those holes, and overall, the game's causing my 'attention h0r' self to show its ugly head again, as the urge to have some character centric plot going on, even a small one, arises. Of course, the attempts with Junri and Thalia are scattershot and not all too well-formed, so I can say at least that it's been foiled in that aspect.
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I lack a coherent train of thought. NEXT!
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Don't get me wrong- I've learned my lesson. I know that ultimately, whenever I attempt to shove one of my characters into the spotlight, I turn them into giant trainwrecks and screw over their character and personality like whoah. At the same time, because I'm so lost, I keep feeling like trying to get one of my characters out there into the open, to try to get a piece of the action, even though they logically shouldn't have anything to do with whatever's going on.
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===Character AxCharacter C!?!?!!!!? But character A loves character B/died in the source canon/doesn't exist in the source canon/is busy being emo over some girl he loved thirty years ago!===
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I don't want pity, nor do I want assumptions that I'm being immature and childish. I just need to be left alone about Kokoro at the moment, until I can sort things out. I'd rather my pages be deleted in the meantime, because obviously they generally only apply to my characters and worlds, and since I'm not around, they don't affect Kokoro. After all, why read about a character that's not even in play, or a game that has no characters visiting? If I come back, I'll recreate them myself. The needed information's saved to Notepad, so I don't need the pages up anymore. And I'm not handing over info, either, so please don't think that you can edit the pages yourself.
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I'm sorry D: I didn't realize I was doing all of this for you. With that aside, I'll admit to throwing some stuff aside for the sake of making a pairing work, but sometimes the two characters aren't together forever {like I'm kinda scratching my head as to how it'd happen, but Scarlet's Shani's mother in KC, though Rufus is the one raising the kid}. That, and we've seen how Square-Enix likes to ignore its own canon. Translation error or not, Tseng died in FFVII, and Rufus was implied to be dead, and they're both alive in Advent Children DDD:
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So in short- exit, stage left. I'm hitting the road, whether this is just for a bit or for eternity. Please delete my pages, don't bother me, etc. Assume what you want, but don't tell it to me or state it anywhere you'd know I'd find it. I really don't want to start any arguments about my thoughts on things, because I'd like to leave on good terms, if that's even remotely possible anymore after all I've done over the years.
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Besides, if fandom thinks YuffiexVincent would work out, then, uh...yeah D: Although there's a special place in my heart for Lucrecia
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Okay, I love you, buh-bye~!
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===FTMM?===
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--[[User:Tsu|Tsu]] 18:40, 3 February 2007 (EST)
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I'll get around to working on rewriting when inspiration strikes. I have an intro to episode one, and maybe the first paragraph of the first chapter, but that's about it.
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===What about Mirror Mew?===
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That never was a story I was writing. At the moment, I'm pondering reopening the game, but considering that the boards died because I neglected them, don't be too sure about that.
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===Why are you so weird?===
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That's probably because I'm unemployed and have too much free time. Of course, I'm currently thinking as to how miserable my former co-workers prolly are right now at my last job, and finding it amusing, so it's a bit of a tradeoff in the end.
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===Why do you keep becoming emo?===
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<strike>PMS, and I'm an attention h0r who wants to be part of the big stuff and then gets lost and emos about being lost</strike> That's none of your business DDD:
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===All of your characters are female D:===
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I HAVE MALES, I SWEAR.
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It's just that I can't draw guys, and I like drawing cute girls. That, and in the case of Jennilyn, it's because alot of the CidxShera fanart I find, and sometimes fanfiction, has the two having sons. So apparently, I did the fandom a favor by making a female kid of that pairing? O:
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Same goes for BalthierxFran, actually. Not that I don't support the idea and/or concept of male Viera, even half-Viera, but, like, the Viera have been shown to be a predominately female race, and while I can get that Balthier and Fran could have non bunny-eared kids, I'd like to think that they would have a female child that had Viera in her.
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It's rather weird. Anime fandoms have future daughters. Video game fandoms tend to have sons, unless the fandom's FF8, in which everyone gives Rinoa and Squall a little girl. Then again, that's probably because of the whole girls can inherit the sorceress power stuff.
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===Why do you keep bugging people to post at your RP boards?===
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I'm lonely? O:
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I like the feeling of completing a thread, xD;. And sometimes there's something I really want to do, and don't want to have to wait to do if necessary, xD;, like Jennilyn's plot on the boards. I guess after having people go MIA for months on end, I'm just paranoid that if the thread isn't completed, that the other player will vanish, xD;;
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===What's with this page?===
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You tell me. I should be going to sleep right now. D: I guess it's because people will read it, wheras I dunno if people would stop and read a lj entry.

Current revision as of 10:30, 6 February 2007

OKAY

Uh...I think I'll sit out of the game til after the current plot arch or whatever you call it O: I know that Char's birthday's coming up on the 7th, but I don't think anyone knows it ICly, xD; And besides, I really would hope people have the sense of mind to stay away from her, anyways. If the gal can humiliate Adolph for years on end on his birthday, I'd hate to imagine what she plans for her own birthday, xD;

Prolly post something at the KC boards, for the KC peeps interested, xD; Haven't finished Adolph's birthday thread from last October, but I think it's already been established that we threw continuity out the window for the sake of everyone's erratic schedules and having characters meet already, xD;

Uh...in the meantime, I'll just fiddle with Thalia's page, xD;. Still at a deadend what to do about rewriting her past to include what I know now, though, xD;. But on the other hand, I've been playing Faye for over three years, and I still can't tell people what her past/mythbase is, xD;, so this is nothing new.

OH. AND LYRICSPAM.

If I hadn't already changed my userpage, I'd put up lyrics to Todos Me Miran, xD; And I was just channel surfing, too, when I saw the video

SO WHAT'S THE WORST THAT I CAN SAY~ THINGS ARE BETTER IF I STAY~ SO LONG AND GOODNIGHT, SO LONG AND GOODNIIIIIGHT~ *dragged away* --Tsu 19:11, 5 February 2007 (EST)

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[edit] Q&A with Tsu

[edit] Why did you occasionally spam your own pages?

I did it for the lulz. Seriously, though? It was because I was convinced that I was going to leave, and therefore wouldn't need my pages up anymore. Obviously, I keep deciding not to leave, but this is now, that was then. I thought I'd leave and go out with a bang, or something.

[edit] What's with you and this age thing?

I'm commonly mistaken for being much younger than I am, so it gives me a warm fuzzy feeling deep inside to know that I'm the oldest here, even if I wasn't around since the start. Er...I mean, I'm mistaken for being younger, and the members here acknowledge that I'm 22. even though I act like an insane thirteen year old at times

[edit] Why are your characters/Kingdom Chronicles in general so complicated/confusing?

I lack a coherent train of thought. NEXT!

[edit] Character AxCharacter C!?!?!!!!? But character A loves character B/died in the source canon/doesn't exist in the source canon/is busy being emo over some girl he loved thirty years ago!

I'm sorry D: I didn't realize I was doing all of this for you. With that aside, I'll admit to throwing some stuff aside for the sake of making a pairing work, but sometimes the two characters aren't together forever {like I'm kinda scratching my head as to how it'd happen, but Scarlet's Shani's mother in KC, though Rufus is the one raising the kid}. That, and we've seen how Square-Enix likes to ignore its own canon. Translation error or not, Tseng died in FFVII, and Rufus was implied to be dead, and they're both alive in Advent Children DDD:

Besides, if fandom thinks YuffiexVincent would work out, then, uh...yeah D: Although there's a special place in my heart for Lucrecia

[edit] FTMM?

I'll get around to working on rewriting when inspiration strikes. I have an intro to episode one, and maybe the first paragraph of the first chapter, but that's about it.

[edit] What about Mirror Mew?

That never was a story I was writing. At the moment, I'm pondering reopening the game, but considering that the boards died because I neglected them, don't be too sure about that.

[edit] Why are you so weird?

That's probably because I'm unemployed and have too much free time. Of course, I'm currently thinking as to how miserable my former co-workers prolly are right now at my last job, and finding it amusing, so it's a bit of a tradeoff in the end.

[edit] Why do you keep becoming emo?

PMS, and I'm an attention h0r who wants to be part of the big stuff and then gets lost and emos about being lost That's none of your business DDD:

[edit] All of your characters are female D:

I HAVE MALES, I SWEAR.

It's just that I can't draw guys, and I like drawing cute girls. That, and in the case of Jennilyn, it's because alot of the CidxShera fanart I find, and sometimes fanfiction, has the two having sons. So apparently, I did the fandom a favor by making a female kid of that pairing? O:

Same goes for BalthierxFran, actually. Not that I don't support the idea and/or concept of male Viera, even half-Viera, but, like, the Viera have been shown to be a predominately female race, and while I can get that Balthier and Fran could have non bunny-eared kids, I'd like to think that they would have a female child that had Viera in her.

It's rather weird. Anime fandoms have future daughters. Video game fandoms tend to have sons, unless the fandom's FF8, in which everyone gives Rinoa and Squall a little girl. Then again, that's probably because of the whole girls can inherit the sorceress power stuff.

[edit] Why do you keep bugging people to post at your RP boards?

I'm lonely? O:

I like the feeling of completing a thread, xD;. And sometimes there's something I really want to do, and don't want to have to wait to do if necessary, xD;, like Jennilyn's plot on the boards. I guess after having people go MIA for months on end, I'm just paranoid that if the thread isn't completed, that the other player will vanish, xD;;

[edit] What's with this page?

You tell me. I should be going to sleep right now. D: I guess it's because people will read it, wheras I dunno if people would stop and read a lj entry.

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